6:48 PM
Yours truly.

anyways, i'll do an update real soon k, when blogger allows me to blog and post pics properly.

meanwhile, i've been really busy with school. waking up before 7am mon-fri is no fun ): i dislike squeezing into trains & buses every morning. super thankful i've got Anita & James on the way to school every morning, they always make my mornings (:

10:03 PM
Yours truly.

-pretty flipflops, i'm a size 5 or 6. kindly remember that i got super fleshy feets.

-accessories; bangles, earrings/studs, anklets, bracelets, necklaces. fyi: i've got fingers which are too fat to fit into rings.

-dresses, i'm a uk size 12. i can manage to fit into a big size 10 thou i guess.

-casual tops. in fact, any kind. i'm sick of wearing the same stuff out almost all the time.

-bags, girls never get enough of those.

-wallets, i never get enough wallets too

-shoeeeeeeeeeeee(s) i need to stop wearing flipflops all the time

and sometimes, i get drifted away i think of things like ....

IPHONE hahaha

i dont think i'll need an itouch if i get an iphone. shipping it from the US is definitely cheaper than buying it in spore. maybe i'll do that when i finally get my tuition fees from both kids, like full 100percent fees, all mine. maybe then i'll be able to afford the iphone!

btw, this is a post to aid all of youuuuu. if you have any other enquiries, please do not hesitate to leave me smth on my tagboard or ask me!(text, call, online whatev) hahahahahaha thick skinned only ah cherylchan you fulla nonsense, who say wanto buy presents for you? the people around me are either too busy with their own lifes, or too broke to afford anything. ohwells, "its the thought that counts"... this shall do.

12:59 AM
Yours truly.

OMG LOOKS SUPER FAKE RIGHT, I WANT THEMMMMM. here's the link to it: http://www.sticky.com.sg/index.asp

there're like a lot more varieties to choose from! :D don't get toothaches people!

why hello there! its been... a few days! haha my brain's pretty dead from all the studying of econs. fyi: the econs exam is tmr! i don't need to score the highest in class, i just hope i'll be able to answer question to question. i hope i don't go blank like i did for BCE last last week :/ it was like the moment i saw the questions, my mind went blank. several things that i studied just disappeared. prolly due to me not studying hard enough or whatever reasons, idk. but its over, all i can do is hope i do well enough not to disappoint myself! this applies for econs as well cuz i personally favour both the lecturer and the subject (:

anyways, i just realised its 5more days to me turning 19. ohwells, no big deal growing a year older... i don't expect much too. in fact, i'm not really anticipatinggggg ok maybe i'm looking forward to the angbaos, that prolly is it.

oh i've been eating a lotttttt. i've been a glutton, omg. i need to stop eating so much before i regret doing so :/

10:54 PM
Yours truly.

the prob about me is that.. i never let you know when i'm unhappy or mad with smth you do/you. first, i try to tell myself that i'm being too sensative/paranoid. second, i try to put myself in your shoes&tries to make myself believe that you're not like that, its just the situation. then i try&make myself stick to" if you love someone, you'll love&accpet everything about that person including their flaws". lastly, i try to tell myself that everything's ok cuz i don't wanto say anything that i know i'll regret saying so i end up lying about me not crying cuz i don't want you to make a fuss outta it. there's no point.

i'm just a lil scared that things will get worse if i keep surpressing my innermost feelings, its not good emotionally, i know that. but oh wells, life and its ironicness screws me up most of the time.

i'm off to watch Boys Over Flowers!

1:19 AM
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i'm helping Anita's friend today, currently working, yes. super sian ttm please, at far east, level 3! any kind souls willing to drop by to entertain me? even for 5 or 10mins, you'll be greatly appreciated by yours truly! (:

i'm waiting for stubo to come, i wanto go toilet peeeeeeee and i want fooooooooooodddddddddddd. actually i can just pull down the shutter and go for breaks but i'm damn lazy hahahahaha

anyways, i'm so done with disappointments. i hate disappointments but i think it wants to be my best friend :/ cuz it always has its ways with me, it gets to me no matter how hard to try to keep away. sigh, at the end of the day, i'm stucked with disappointments. so now, i'm gonna seal a deal with disappointment. i'll always keep a part of it with me. i figured there's no point pinning hopes cuz at the end of the day it leaves me feeling fulla disappointment in things/people.

sale's damn bad today, only sold 3 items. hahahaha not my fault ok, i even tried entertaining this cheena woman. no, i entertainED her. choose clothes for her to try all that lor, in the end she didn't buy anything. she doesn't even knows what kind of clothes she's looking for, how to help her like that? i related this situation to a person's attitude in life. if you have no idea what you want/looking for, just like how the china lady who entered the shop without knowing what to get, you'll end up walking outta the shop empty handed, like the lady! and no one can really help you if you don't help yourself first. this tells us that, we should know&set our goals in life. unless you wanto end up empty handed just like the china lady.

5:51 PM
Yours truly.