Life's a maze, and love is a riddle

Friday, October 31, 2008

yay!

took this while waiting for the rest to come for movie.

guess who's?!?!?! looks super chinapumpkin right! HAHAHAHAHA

yayyy there wasn't any studying today! :D like for once, i don't have to wake up to go to tuition or paper in school! went MarinaSquare for movie with stephdahling pauline bao pohee yangzhi dennison teckheng joseph. we watched "REC". OMFGZ FUCKING SCARY LA THE MOVIE, SO GORE, EWWW HUMANS EAT EACH OTHER ALL THE BLOOODDDDDD :/ i think im kinda traumatized by the show. ahhhh i don't like the show la!

BUT IM GONNA WATCH "THE COFFIN". HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

left with the two "P"s while after the movieeee, to bishan to meet the rest! :D had dinner, and slacked a bit. hahahahaha the pic above makes me Lol everytime i see it! :D:D

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO WEITING AND STEPH DAHLING! :D:D:D lovelove!

11:11 PM
Yours truly.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

I WANT!

IPOD CLASSIC WITH 120GB. I CHOOSE THIS OVER A PINK PSP.

only thing would be, i have to top up the remaining cash myself, i think? chickenpeas, its 50bucks, not 500 what hahaha.

on a lighter note,

its 16 days to the last paper!!! :D

i feel super lazy now i dont wanto do housework.

if there's smth you can take away from this world(anything, literally.), what would it be? i say, Cancer. bcuz it took precious lifes away and it still is. f cancer.

5:19 PM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

happy! :D

i'm so glad i decided to come online today! :D

cel was online!!! we made a deal to jianyou together! an sms every sunday for updates. YAYYYYYYZ we're both going for a jog tmr, just at different places! heeeheee cannot explain why i love her so much! she's coming back for good on 14th jan!
L x3 spelled my name correctly and asked me for supper later tonight at 3plus. but i rejected him! ahahaha cuz i just made a deal with cel to lose weight and i have tuition at 10am tmr! i swear i'm going out with him after Os. guess why? CUZ HE GOT A NEW BIKE!!! heeehee :D and i made it clear that i won't care even if his girlf gets jealous or whatever, he still has to fetch me! heh heh hail me, the Queen! (queen sounds old, so HAIL THE PRINCESS! )
Qianhua left smth on my wall on facebook hahaha super hilarious. she wants a duel with pauline cuz pauline wanted to date me! awww so cute right!! :D:D

20 DAYS TO THE DAY OF LIBERATION!!! I'M LIKE COUNTING DOWN EVERY SINGLE DAY LA!

i hope to do better for physics and mcq since i lost marks in chem.
i hope i got distinction for english oral cuz i think i screwed up compo just now. but compre was ok thou.
i hope i can conquer math paper one on fri! (pleaseplease)
i hope i have the discipline to study very hard this weekend even thou the parents will be away.
i hope i'll do well for history, physics & math paper two next week.
aiya ok la, i hope i'll do well enough to get into my ideal course( childhood psychology&early education) its a new course in Np btw.

ok im gone now! cherylchan loves all!

xoxo

muaaaaaaaaaaah

1:01 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

START OF Os!!!! :/

TMR MARKS THE START OF Os. SCIENCE PRACTICAL.

i hope the prayers they made for me/us today will be heard. no im not doubting God. i'm just.. ah whatever it is. i'm really glad to be in REACH. i think God has it purposes for bringing me there, to the people. i cannot be more thankful than i alrd am. and i cant believe i cried like shit just now. i sat there while they prayed and tears just kept coming down as if i forgot to turn off the tap after showering in the stadium. and the card that all the staff wrote for us, its superb. they're sucha huge blessing to have in life. its like i didnt even thought they'll take us, or rather, me into consideration. like they take about 2weeks to pass around a bday card for one of the staff. but it only took a few days or is it a few hours? to write in the cards for the 3 of us, individually. i just really dont know what to say, but i feel super blessed (:

im gonna disappear for good until im officially done with Os! :D

11:05 PM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

specially for MKSH

NUMBER ONE ON THE TOP LIST:

HANG OUT AND SPEND ALL MY TIME WITH MYRA KEH SI-HUI. :D:D:D and maybe, for the rest of my life. Myra Keh, will you?

heehee, you better be honoured!! :D:D:D

xoxo

6:11 PM
Yours truly.

WHEEEE :D

i swear im gonna make a lil prayer before i go to bed later. for the sake of xxxx&xxx, i must/will! (:
xoxo

YAYYYY ONE MORE THING TO LOOK FORWARD AFTER Os: DRINK WITH COUSIN! :D:D:D let me seeeeeeee( how busy i'll be after Os haha)

PARTY WITH GIRLFS/ SPEND A LOT OF TIME TOGETHER. (hahahahaha!)
DRINK WITH V.
DRINK WITH INDIAN HUSBAND.
DATES WITH F.
LOTS OF K SESSIONS WITH GIRLFS( actually, any other people too! )
PLAN PRE-CAMP. PRE-CAMP. EXPEDITION.
SPEND TIME WITH DARREN.
SPEND TIME WITH COUSINS.
MEET UP WITH QIANHUAAAAA!
SHORT TRIPS WITH GIRLFS.

seeeeeeee so many things to do, aiyo. hahaha i think im super forward looking. CUZ ITS LESS THAN A MONTH TO LIBERATION DAY! YAYYYYYYZZZZZ :D:D:D

wish me luck people! i hope the papers will be as easy as peas. heh heh heh ok cherylchan, stop dreaming!

xoxo

12:19 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, October 10, 2008

i miss everyone!

below are pics from grad assembly the other day. i haven't got the pic thou, these are all i have, "kup" them from both yam&steph's blog! heh heh heh even thou it has only been 6months knowing the girls, they're really nice& fun to be with! :D it has been more than a blessing to have limmie as my partner in class. and to know yam again after a couple of yrs since netball died. also, chong for the times we had to line up according to register no. she'll always be right behind hahah which makes me feel really glad cuz i dont have to be with the indians all alone :/ im not racist la, really. not forgetting putri, she&her hyperactive-ness hahaha, school would've been such a bore without her entertainings!

and below, are shorts (not-so)dedicated to the people in my life. hahaha im sorry, i'm currently racing with time cuz i don't have enough time left for O's!

heehee i see the 2 Ps almost everyday but i dont get sick ok. just that i haven't been seeing phyllis for some time alrd! the last time was my bday i think? saw sook like few weeks ago? know you guys have been really busy with school, but jiayou ok! i miss you twooooo! :D:D

xoxo

this is prolly one of a few photos that the 5 of us ever took together, so pathetic. we need to take more cuz i have difficulty finding a proper pic to post it here! i miss times we spent in Mandarin, i miss hanging out till the wee hours. i miss all the k sessions, drinking and cabbing everywhere. it is still possibly after our O's ok!!!! TANXIKENG, STEPHANIELEE, PAULINEOH&JASMINEWEE, dont ever forget me ok? cuz i'll remember you girls like for as long as my memory can tahan the load. hahaha LOVE! :D

finally accompanied godsis to her monthly check up on tues! still think the ultrasound(or is it ultrascan?) whatever it is, i still think its very cooooool! althou most of the time i was trying to figure out which part is what and all. oh yes, i think this is my first time in my life i'm taking a pic with her, like all my 18yrs. yes, except maybe on her wedding day! oh , i gave up trying to convince her that im no longer a kid cuz i know she'll prolly see me as one for the rest of my life. prolly till i get married or smth haha.

yes, this pic is up cuz i practically missed everyone inside this collage. not cuz it was my 18th bday celeb. but i miss hanging out with the boys :/ esp xiang&ahheng. used to meet them at least one every week, i wonder what happened. but i figured out its prolly cuz of O's, damn it. i miss all the fun with them even thou they can be really crappy&all but that the fun part right? idk, i hope we'll be able to have as much fun as we did after our O's. bet they're having helluva time in Genting now. super jealous please! :/

the two of you, althou i see the both of you like once a week these days, its not enough!!! i wanto see your faces till i get sick that kind, understand? ah keh, i miss hanging in your room. sounds abit wrong but you get me la. lets play rockband together! the 3 of us make a really good band!!! and the pizza deliveries. ahhhhh lets spend the rest of our lives getting sick of each other ok? i cannot wait for hols! lovelove

xoxo

cherylchanhuiyu loves all of you a lot! ( my eng teacher says "a lot" is 2 separate words! ) prolly till eternity :D

on a lighter note, i'm glad that i'm no longer going on a hol with V. hahahaha now i don't have to worry about the possibility of losing my virginity to someone i don't even have the least interest in. yes la i'm auntie/retro/whatever you call someone who's still a virgin haha. now that i'm no longer going anywhere with him, i don't have to worry about anything happening! or rather, how to answer to myself if anything happens. i don't even know why/how i decided on going on a hol with him. ohwells, all's good now!

1:41 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, October 03, 2008

blsw

ben called like 5times in 4days. hahahaha he must have been really bored. either that or he prolly missed me too much, unknowingly. heehee :D fyi: he does nothing but makes fun of me all the time. gives me nick names no other can think of. talks about me like no other can, really. nehneh, call me " pui pui", "fei fei" all that. KEEEEELLLLL BENSONLIM KEEEELLLLL. buttttttt i like doing this a lot-him calling an unearthly hours& talking to him about anything at all (:

12:33 AM
Yours truly.