Life's a maze, and love is a riddle

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

opps, i forgot to sensor her no. away. but ohwells, since she had that in her nick i guess its ok la. hor?

read this:
ba yue zh0ng qiu eat tang yuan .
yi jia da xia0 eat tang yuan .
tang yuan , yuan yu yuan .
da yuan , xia0 yuan , dou shi yuan .
eat dao lian yuan yuan .
dats whye c0r meiyuan .

LOL! baozi composed that. aspiring composer eh? :D xiao yuan yuan!

sigh, i've got no mood for anything right now=/ it has been raining since 1030 last night.

i dont know whats wrong with me but i kept repeating F.I.R's ni hen ai ta.

ok im fulla rubbish im wanted k bye.

6:06 PM
Yours truly.

IM LOSING WEIGHT!!!WEEEEE!-I GOT BACK MY PHONE-94885093 [ADDICTED]RISE UP!(: says:
uu can have him
IM LOSING WEIGHT!!!WEEEEE!-I GOT BACK MY PHONE-94885093 [ADDICTED]RISE UP!(: says:
haha
CHERYLsays: whyohwhy. says:
siao
CHERYLsays: whyohwhy. says:
haha
IM LOSING WEIGHT!!!WEEEEE!-I GOT BACK MY PHONE-94885093 [ADDICTED]RISE UP!(: says:
really
IM LOSING WEIGHT!!!WEEEEE!-I GOT BACK MY PHONE-94885093 [ADDICTED]RISE UP!(: says:
really
CHERYLsays: whyohwhy. says:
you siao carbo!
IM LOSING WEIGHT!!!WEEEEE!-I GOT BACK MY PHONE-94885093 [ADDICTED]RISE UP!(: says:
ii think u'll take good care of him
CHERYLsays: whyohwhy. says:
not i want then i can have one leh
IM LOSING WEIGHT!!!WEEEEE!-I GOT BACK MY PHONE-94885093 [ADDICTED]RISE UP!(: says:
mayb
IM LOSING WEIGHT!!!WEEEEE!-I GOT BACK MY PHONE-94885093 [ADDICTED]RISE UP!(: says:
he will lyk u also?

that siaocharbo.

sigh, what should i do now? should i help them AGAIN? :] i dont know whats up with me. sheeeshhhhhhhh. smth's wrong up there.

6:02 PM
Yours truly.

Monday, December 25, 2006

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :D

YAY i had fun last night! thank yous to all those who were together with me. all those i saw on streets. the botaks&non-botaks. my sisters! & uncle louis! ((((:

to steph/jas/bao: THANK YOU soooo much for the balloons, the sweets, the chocs, the spray, the rose, etc. in short, thank you for organising! &the surprise! :D love you guys manymany<3

to pauline: THANK YOU for the pendant! i had fun&i hope you did too(:

im lazy to elaborate about how i spent x'mas eve. hurr, im tired. reached home at 6am& mom woke me up at 12plus to go jurong, with auntie kat&family. so i dragged myself outta house la. kukubird. but nehmind la, i had fun! :D

hmmmm you'll find me in deep thoughts these few days. ask me if you wanta know why. my mind's in a whirl, i dont know how to blog about this. i need some time alone(:

but i dont mind if you guys call me& talk! :DDDD LOVES!

8:55 PM
Yours truly.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

HELLO! i just came home not long ago but i cant go to sleep yet cuz my hair's still wet.

hmmm soooooo worked today, reported late blahblahblah. aiya dont talk about work already la. so mafan, so many things to say. SKIP! :D

after work, saw jez&odel outside cini. so we talked&she told me some stuff. so hmmm jez! dont get like too depressed over him. just enjoy xmas&the countdown next week aye? have fun first la! if its meant to be, it'll be(: dont worry hon! im right here! <3

then it was shit cuz there was no cab available& even if there was any, they wouldn't wanta bring us to our destination cuz we've got 5people. like hello? newton circus veh near only what! stupid idiots. so we had to like walk all the way to parklane cuz the botaks wanted to eat as well. but we still couldnt get any cabs at parklane. so we had to walk further down. today's walking day. hurr, wth la. anyways, we managed to get a cab. the uncle's nice(: he allowed the 5 of us to get into his car. thank god for him la, cuz it was drizzling when we were waiting for cab. oh yes, i LOLed when i saw them la! cuz i couldnt stand seeing all of them being botaks! i know im kinda mean but im laughing cuz i find it funny, not the mean kinda funny la duh.
so we ordered food, ate&drank. we had sugarcane&asahi! haha. pretty tasteless but it got me high! LOL! then we walk/ran all the way to thomson. i cabbed home with pauline(:

YAY i smell lotsa fun tmr! but theres one thing which is making me sian, cash): freak, why doesnt mom wanta give me my card yet? =/ BOOOOOOO

kay i MUST blog about ystd's training. fun but DAMN MA LU can?!
me: eh he veh shuai hor?
shirley: errrr ok la.
me: hmmm true la, not say veh shuai also. but he veh attractive hor?
shirley: err ok laaa.
me: ?! (shouts to myra): hor ma hor?
myra: what thing?
me: say yes say yes!
myra(runs to me): what? who?
me: he veh attractive hor?
everyone burst out laughing!
& edward was standing right behind me! omfg, i felt like digging a hole&hide beneath it la! SUPER PAISEH OK. but he smiled when i said that. haha, sweetttttt! :D

that wasnt the end. pohee had to do it again on the boat. i didnt know where to hide my face la! -covers face- but oh wells, admit it la people! he's one attractive guy hor? (:

hmmm just as i thought i wanted to give up on the team, i felt really selfish. i thought the team was gonna die so might as well let it die. but no, i was wrong, totally. the team will only die if we allow it to. so yea, i decided. im not gonna let the team die so easily. but seriously, all of us got to overcome this oncoming obstacle, together. school's starting in a week's time. &once school reopens, everyones gonna be busy with their own stuff. it'll even be hard to get full attendance for trainings. sometimes i feel like giving up, its my team-mates who constantly make me feel that i shouldnt. cuz they're still holding on, so it doesnt gives me any reason to just give up like that. so yes, im gonna persevere. WE'LL KEEP THE TEAM GOING KAY PEOPLE? (:

to the both of you: I NEVER SMOKE HOR, nehnehpoke. you dont know how hurt i felt when i tried explaining but you never once believed. you guys're my closest friends& you doubt me. how great. anyways, i've done my part explaining. the rest is up to you to decide. take it/ leave it. oh myra, hows your revision? study hard aye? sorry i couldnt be there to motivate/ support you today. &yes, i agree now that we've drifted apart. its hard not to. cuz things change, people change. but you guys're still veh precious to me la. i've made new friends but i wont like throw you guys away or what. hmmmm i've got STM currently. or maybe my brain stopped working.

alright, im going to bed now! :D goodnight!

4:37 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, December 22, 2006

wheeeeeee! :D
was actually feeling fpissed. cuz mom still refuses to give me my card& she nags at me about cash. like wth? urghhhhhh. ok forget about that.

then, steph brought me to another world! meiyuan, yibin, steph, bao&me in one conversation. i was laughing while chatting&my kor thought i siao or smth la! k but anyways, they cheered me up! (: all those mian bao chao ren, tang yuan, botaks, tag team&so on.. made me LOL! so yepp, thank you! you guys might not read this but who cares? as long as i blogged! :D

hmmm so i caught 'night in the museum' with myra, cca, pohee, weiting&pauline. nice show! :D meaningful one thou. had a great laugh(:

hmmm i like broke now): &theres still sea training tmr, which means ill be like completely broke! wth la. i duh wanta take cash from dad cuz he just gave me 50bucks on err tuesday? that wasnt meant to be my allowance thou! but aiya, forget it la. i think i gotta skip lunch tmr.

ohmygod, i was actually invited to louis's chalet la! but according to christina, his friend didnt called me when he was supposed to! which idiot?! walaoeh, nehnehpoke. is it ben? i think its him. who else would louis ask to contact me except ben? -rolls on the floor repeatedly- ok im starting to think she's nice. sweetheart, she's nice la. really.

christina: why didnt you go to the chalet!
me: i wasnt invited la.
christina:louis lost his phone then he asked his friend to contact you.
me: ?!?! but no one did! why didnt you go?
christina: cuz no friends. if you go, i would have gone.
me: alamak!

-SCREAMS- I MISSED OUT ON SOOOO MUCH FUN LA! ): BOOOOOOOOOO

12:56 AM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

I MADE IT TO SEC5! :D

i was a chao ah lian last night. was out in my uniform till 4plus this morning, like ohmygod. haha, caught cinderella with sisters at cini last night. with meiyuan&gang as well. last night was fun! :D except for the cold air& wet hair. damn cold can. &can you imagine getting wet in your uniform the whole night without a jacket? i felt as thou i was surrounded by ice-cubes): as a result, fever came to be my friend this morning&i couldnt report for work): which also means im broke): like wth la.
BUT DADDY JUST GAVE ME 50BUCKS CUZ I MADE IT UP TO SEC5. (: <3

YAYNESS! but i gotta save money for christmas. cuz going countdown, so i guess will be spending quite alot of cash. hmmm i wonder if i should go out with sisters tmr? cuz i abit nua.

FYI,
sisters: JASdearie, STEPHdahling, BAOzi& pauline.
hons: qingaideMYRA, banglaWONG& CCA sweetheart.
im like sooooo blessed to have them(: ♥

hmmm actually i wanted to blog about the details last night. but aiya, lazy. hurr so yea, till here for now! :D

7:01 PM
Yours truly.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

it ended up that i didnt meet them for dinner last night. mom nagged, complained that im sleeping too late. imma night owl, night owl's what i am. take it, or shoo. LOL!

i miss work): no work=no cash. so i'd rather work, have cash&go shopping! :D

louis&his gf're fine now. he/she didnt even say thank you. like hello?! i helped ok. somemore, with the risk of breaking my own heart over&over again. will a thank you even kill? kukuass. jon called me stupid, alotttt of times somemore. thanks la! nehnehpoke. ok la ok la, i did it outta my own willingness, happy?

i dont like you, period. you're all so fake, hug here hug there. pleaseeeee. get a life man! humans dont really get attracted to people who're fake/trying to attract attention by actting cute&stuff. whats the purpose? dislike you like to the core. so stay away, or i shall start biting! -sticksouttongue-

call me childish, i dont really care. hmph!

urghhhh alvinna! im waiting for you to come online but apparently, you're still sleeping! so hard to contact you when you dont have phone la. cuz i dont like calling your house, i feel wierd. &i dont dare to call cuz i know you're still sleeping! so i figured the fastest way to reach to you is thru blogging, how pathetic. nudge/ call me when you see this ok! :D we're going globetrotters! i needa meet myra&pohee.

after last night, i think vincent toh's nice(: but dont think too much people, its impossible.

ok, im gonna do housework&pack my room now! :D

11:39 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, December 15, 2006

OHMYSHIT. i fdreamt of zh last night! what's the world becoming of? oh my, the dream was hilarious, i woke up thinking about it. still thinking of it now. oh wells, ask me if you guys wanta know. laughs! only those who know him will think its funny.

hmm so i went to the airport to pick them up last night. just as they touched down, mat called sock. then i answered&talked to myra! :D &she was like 'hows you&the vincent?' laughs! i was like: 'huh? which one?' lmao! alvin&pohee also. alvin&i never stop talking about how the past 11days were spent the minute we got inside his dad's car. and pohee called me at 2:24am. then we talked about how we spent the past 11days. yes, again. she told me all those funny moments in cebu,made me sooo jealous can! i was thinking right inside: 'walaoeh! if only i was there..' but its ok! i have them to share their stories, so i think its better than nothing(: oh! thanks to alvin's dad for the ride home! :D

i came online after talking to pohee last night. was kinda tired already but still felt like is should go online. then i saw both BEN&LOUIS online! :D doubleYAYness. ben was nice last night(: &louis? he called me ah lian):
'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:yo
'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:ah lian
'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:more and more ah lian liao sa

then i wanted to know why:

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says: aiya jus diff la

CHERYL so far away. says:huh i really lian?

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:u look more diff from last time la

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:not really lian la

CHERYL so far away. says:look?

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:no

CHERYL so far away. says:i think i look MORE different now.

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:behavior lor

CHERYL so far away. says:ok, but im not lian ok.

CHERYL so far away. says:haha

then he told me this:

CHERYL so far away. says:who you referring to in your nick?

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:who esle can it be ?

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:sianz sia

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:haix

CHERYL so far away. says:your gf?

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:arbo

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:i donno la

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:haf yr liao

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:still like that

CHERYL so far away. says:still like what?

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:if she onlnie u onlnie help me tell her la

CHERYL so far away. says:tell her what?

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:wat i like and wat i don like

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:i don like her behavior sia

CHERYL so far away. says:haha. her behaviour like mine ah? LOL

CHERYL so far away. says:i thought you said she ok liao?

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:nah

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:still the same la

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:i reallly lz to talk to her leh

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:how

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:like no feel for her liao

CHERYL so far away. says:dont la. chill

CHERYL so far away. says:haha

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:due to she done so many things

CHERYL so far away. says:slowly think.

CHERYL so far away. says:hmmm

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:think of wat ?

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:i tell u la

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:if other gal tread better den her

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:i think she gonna die liao

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:really

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:cos now i really donno wat to do sia

CHERYL so far away. says:lax la. i help you!

CHERYL so far away. says:maybe cuz you&her half year liao, thats why you'll think got no feel for her.

CHERYL so far away. says:its either like that, or you REALLY no feel liao.

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:not really no feel la

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:is she don care don care de

CHERYL so far away. says:just tired of her behaviour?

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:every time church every time wat wat wat

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:damm sianz lor

CHERYL so far away. says:you also know she christian what. is like that de. or not i can help you tell her to set aside time for you?

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:....

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:think got use ?

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:no use de la

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:church more inportant den me de

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:help me ask her

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:if she really like me

'`_L³ouis 51no7 L.U² [ ? ? ?³ ] -I T A L Y` HAVE THINGS CHANGE ? HAVE SHE CHANGE ? says:???

seeeee i think im miss possible. so now, i've got a new task! people, please root for me. i may burst/die any moment while dealing with this task cuz it has got too much to do with emotions, im afraid i cant handle. yet i cant tell louis i cant help cuz he's louis. &that stuuuuupid christina, didnt i told you to cherish him?! what're you even thinking about right now? oh wells, if you love him, you'll want him to be happy,aint it? so i've decide, i want him to be happy:] &in order for him to be happy, ill have to exchange my happiness for his. its ok, im willing to. stuuuupid girl, dont let me catch you!

2:32 PM
Yours truly.

YAYYAYYAY! my hons're back from cebu, like finallyyyyy(: myra bought me chivas! :D but its only a small bottle la. & its for display that kind. its ok, its good enough! (((: feels sooooo great to have them back again. needa catch up badly thou. laughs! i still miss them alot la! YAY we're meeting tmr! :D

hmmm i think i should stop here cuz if im gonna continue, im gonna get all mad&agitated. so yea, nights people!

i was also thinking if i should stop blogging or smth? cuz like i think its no longer safe for me to vent my anger/express my feelings&thoughts. but on the other hand, i need a place where i can express my feeling whenever im happy/sad/confused or whatever. howhowhow?

3:26 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

YELLOW YELLOW DIRTY FELLOW! :D ok, random.

YAY new skin again cuz i've got nothing to do! damn bored can!

hmmm cant wait for tmr! cuz #1 will be meeting paul&sweetheart to bugis! #2: my hons're coming back! doubleYAYs! :D but im not veh loaded thou, so i guess i wont be spending much. unless i dont know. we'll see tmr. im still thinking if i should go welcome them tmr. aiya, tmr then decide. hurr, im not sleepy but i think i wanta go lie on my bed, &rot. or text some people!

oh the vincents are much more quiet these days. think they gave up or smth. LOL!

aiya, too many things running through my mind now. thus, i dont really know what to blog about. ok nehmind, i think i might consider calling paul! :D goodnight people! (((:

11:42 PM
Yours truly.

ahh freak, im getting all sensative again. ya la ya la, just the 3 of you is perfect enough. or maybe, 4? a five would never be accepted. so long, &goodbye.

4:52 PM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

AYE PEOPLE! hmmm jas&i permed our hair today! :D i hope i dont look too chao lao thou. ok, ill show you some pics!

they say i should get rid of my specs. i agree, like totally. -thumbsup- :D
oh! look!
act 1's damn pretty right? LOL. i took these pics last week. was doing settings for some wedding. nice hor? machiam palace i tell you! (: beautiful! lmao!
ok so i permed my hair, with mom's approval ok. haha! so like now baozi, steph, jas&i have permed hair now. only paul, i think she's gonna do smth to her hair. LOL, really la. k so we went town after our hair was done. was supposed to catch 'cinderella' but ended up paul&i left first. cuz daddy dont allow me to go home so late. they said they'll be catching the 915pm show. so daddy asked me to pass, i had to what. no choice): buay gian la! aiyo, wanted to watch that movie ok. sighs, too bad lo.
steph was such a dahling, she sent us off. but before we left, we wenta say hi to vincent(the one). cuz like we came out from cini what. then i saw vincent at 'the one'. so i told them, then we decided to pop by to say hi or smth. when we were there, he gave me this wierd expression. like,' message you, you never reply. call you, you never answer. then now you come say hi to me' that kinda face la. if you get me, good. if you dont, too bad lo. haha. ya so like i signaled to paul to pretend ask steph the time, cuz she was kinda like in a rush. then we left! -relieved- then send paul to amk&i cabbed home! but now, im all alone at home la! wth, i thought daddy'll be home so i attempted to come back earlier. so disappointing sia. nehneh.
YAY im meeting sweetheart on thursday! paul's coming out with us too! :D its been a long time since.. hurr. ok, i think im going to call sweetheart now! <3

10:40 PM
Yours truly.

Monday, December 11, 2006

oh i almost forgot.
i was playing o2 with baozi last night then my phone rang. i picked it up so kan chiong-ly i didnt even see who called. cuz i thought it was baozi.

me:hello?
person: where are you? (in chinese)
me: who are you?
person: benson. but i didnt hear it clearly, i thought it was vincent.
me: huh? benson or vincent?
person: laughs! vincent.
me: huh? err what you want?
person: benson la! LOL, who's the vincent?
me: -relieved- aiyo, nothing la.
person: dont bluff la. who the vincent?
me: aiya, no body la.
person: horhor, i tell louis hor.
me: ?! tell la! none of my business. why should you tell? he got gf already, still tell for what.
person: he got gf you also go find him.
me: where got? i veh long never find him already loh.
person: aiya dont bluff la!

wth la benny, nehnehpoke you.

OH i almost forgot about this too! i chatted with delfine last night, msn! OH MY SHIT, it has been eons since i last talked/contacted/seen her. missed her soooo much la can! (: i was like laughing/smiling like an idiot while chatting with her. she's one interesting woman man! bet she's gone ku chi mo mo with guys, still say me. LOL. she teached me all sorts of wierd languages. but i still flove her! :D

8:35 PM
Yours truly.

hello! :D
i came online since i woke up at 1plus this afternoon. msn, friendster, o2, youtube all day long. just plainly repeating them. hurr, no life hor? sigh, what to do. was raining earlier just now but bao&me wanted to go mandarin collect pay but paul couldnt make it. so too bad, another day it shall be. damn sian la, if not i could have got outta house to enjoy. rather than rotting at home the WHOLE day. ok so like i started the diet thing today&ewwww the drink suck. my stomach's rumbling almost all the time but no, i aint gonna give in. determination cheryl, determination! (:

so i foresee that i wont be able to go out everyday/hang out till the wee hours after the 18th. cuz err i predict that i'll most prolly retain unless some miracle happens. althou i dont much wanta retain, i hope my prediction's wrong but no i cant help but think negatively about my results. like wtf! ok nehmind, i think i should start praying again. LOL! (:

im thinking if i should go welcome them(myra,pohee,alvin, mats) at the airport on thurs. cuz the estimated time of their flight to reach spore is 1130pm! quite late eh? if i go, i might most prolly be alone cuz i doubt sweetheart's parents allow her to be out till so late. &if i go, i might most prolly have to cab back home, alone. how sad uh. aiya, i dont know la! but i cant fwait to see them. OH MY SHIT i miss them soooo much can?! ):

YAY youtube has the full version for 'it started with a kiss'. im watching it right now. but im still waiting for paul to help me borrow the vcd from her godsis, hurry up cuz school's reopening pretty soon! oh bad news! my mom doesnt allows me to work when school reopens): so sad can. wth, no work=no cash=no shopping=no fun=no cheryl chan. awwwww, damn what la can! -frowns. i wanta work la, how? i dont know what to do already. ):

im going for a shower soon but before that, i gotta drink that eeeeky thing again! ewwwwwww, frowns!

8:22 PM
Yours truly.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

ahhhh this's sooooo shit. why must i see you now? i mean outta all the time in the world, after work. when i was all-so-shag. &aiya, you were already 50% gone you know. then i had to see you. what the shit. thanks alot la.

oh yes, im starting my diet like today. hurr, i just had like stingray, kangkong&prawn omelette. YUM, nice! :D ok so people, wish me luck. i wanta succeed this time round. yesyes, i can do it! jiayoujiayoujiayou! (:

did i mention how broke am i now? $4:50. i think thats all i've left. i gotta go back mandarin sometime next week to get my pay. cuz the cashier wasnt open today. how funny. smelly aunties. all keng mc ah? nehnehpoke. see la! now i broke liao right. -naggggs.

ahhhhhh my eyes're falling&im still smelly. ok im gonna wash myself clean now and go to bed next. k goodnight! (:

2:50 AM
Yours truly.

Saturday, December 09, 2006

realised i haven't been blogging, so yea, here i am! :D

i finally went shopping today! damn happy la can. with baozi&pauline. we went bugis& was stucked there till around 7pm i think. so like i bought&spent the most amount of cash(gasps!) yepp but i had fun! so its ok:D hmmm then we cabbed down to the cathay cuz baozi needa meet her siongsiong. LOL. then ewww the melissa was with them la, wtf. i dont like the sight of her, i dont know why also. k nehmind. so they were gonna catch a movie but we didnt want to. then they keep drag time&bao didnt like it. somemore all of us kept asking her to watch movie. i kept doing that cuz i thought she didnt wanta watch movie cuz of me&paul. but i thought we're gonna be cool with it. like she go watch movie we them then the both of us slack awhile then go home. so like she got irritated.(im sorry=/) ummm then i think chersiong's friends called us lightbulbs or smth like that? poke their nehnehs ah, chicken. then blahblahblah, bao got really mad but we got her cooled down&headed to amk for some supper! i swear im gonna loose some weights soon.

hmmm these days without my hons&sisters, abit wierd. but heng got work, so no time to think of so many things la. jas&steph's coming back on the 11th & pohee, myra, alvin&the rest on the 14th. i wanta go fetch them! :D anyone wanta join me? come come come! laughs!

sweetheart! im sooo sorry. i know we planned to go shopping today but i promised bao&pauline first. so yea, next week or smth ok? i promise(: i still love you thou! its just that i et really busy&forgetful when im working. so like you'll have to contact me if you wanta date me out or what, kay? (:

i swear im gonna turn anti-vincent soon. the two Vs're driving me nuts. one's desperate for love. the other's acting like my dad. hello? get a life. ok, i swear im gonna think twice about making friends with the name, vincent. most importantly, i swear i aint gonna name my son vincent if i get married&give birth in the future. chickenbacksides, give me a break. be coollll. lmao!

alright, im turning in soon. working from 11am-11pm tmr. kill me, someone. hurr ok la. goodnight! (:

1:20 AM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

hello, moto! :D

wheeeee:DDD went escape with bao, steph jas&pauline. we had fun, sooo much fun. hurr, i love you girls!&hearts;
but pauline&i left earlier cuz i had to rush down to changi airport, needa send my sweets off. hmmm so i met them at BurgerKing&had dinner. then we headed down to Budget Terminal cuz thats where they're gonna depart from. at first everything was coolll. then sweetheart was kinda like rushing me to go home with her. but i didnt want to cuz i cant bear to see them leave la. was holding back those waterdroplets thou. so i persuaded her to stay for a lil while longer. so like se agreeded then we slacked there till the shuttle bus came&we had to say our goodbyes. then i became all drama la! i cried while hugging them both(qingaide&bangla) sheet then i couldnt stop tearing. 10 whole days without them you know. walaoeh, how to survive sia. heng i still have sweetheart& 'the one' family. laughs! that kinda comforts me thou:]

aiyo i didnt thought i'd actually cry la but at that point of time, i just couldnt control/care so much. so yea, imma emotional person ok. hurr, i miss them already la):

ok im tired already. havent been sleeping well for 3 full days ok. stupid vincent. oh i've also decided that im gonna err keep some distance from him. he's wierd, he's insane. ok whatever, i wont answer your calls at 6plus in the morning or entertain you when you're bored. to simplify it, i dont care already.

goodnight! :D awwww man, i wish im on the plane with you guys now. i dont mind even if its a budget airline or whatsoever. sighs, take care ok! -misses):

1:44 AM
Yours truly.