Life's a maze, and love is a riddle

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

i've been out almost everyday, like early in the morning till quite late at night. dad aint very happy with me i guess. oh wells, i know my limits lah.

i went for x-men with louis last night! heh, but i had fever and i felt so sick. but still, i watched till the end lah. if not waste money what. hmmm. he's still the same old him. and me too, i still like him, alot. sometimes i really wonder if i should regret breaking up with him, or not. its so painful can. i almost cried after parting last night but i told myself i cant. cuz i duh want the taxi driver to think im nuts or what. but seriously, i dont know why. the way he said bye was as if thats gonna be the last time we see each other. i dont want that to happen, ever. sighs, i dont know lah. i've already made the first move, the rest is up to him. im all torned already, i dont wanna be hurt deeper. goodbye louis, goodbye love):

anyways, i had fun today! was supposed to go back school for art but we weren't allowed into school we weren't properly attired. yea, so we(steph, paully, sweetheart&me) headed to the national library at bugis. then we slacked there for quite sometime and decided to shop at bugis street. heh. later we took neos and went to meet qingaide, bugyee&alvinna! hohoho. i think we're abit addicted to arcade lately. we cant seem to get enough of it, really. woah and guess what. i really love the clique now. which includes qingaide, bugyee, alvinna& me.hah, everything seems so fun together(: the greatest thing is, alvinna lives near me. -yayness- haha. and i guess ill be seeing the three of them pretty much this hols. laughs. dont worry, ill never get tired of you guys. i promise(:

to you: dont worry alright, ill keep you in my prayers. you'd better be touched cuz i haven't been praying for quite some time, but decided to start now cuz i want you to get well. i believe that God'll guide you through all these, He'll heal you. trust in Him girl(: you'll be well in no time! -hallelujah.

9:22 PM
Yours truly.

Monday, May 29, 2006

hmmmm.all offa sudden, i wished i was working right now. cuz my mind's always occupied when im working and my thoughts wont run wild. sighs, sometimes i wonder why are humans so similar yet different? i dont really know how to elaborate it. but its like people normally separate humans into females&males. then again in females, they differ them into different kinds of people and does the same to the males. so contradicting! why is it that humans tend to contradict themselves most of the time? nevermind if you dont get it, ill just have to wait for navinna to return from mongolia and he'll answer all my questions. not that he's really smart or what. but he always seem to have a way with me(:

nothing much to update about today. except that i really haf fuunnnn today. thanks a gazillion steph&paully! -beams- loveloves(:

to the three of you: arcade tmr?!?!?! pretty please(: qingaide, i know you will cuz we're so into the dj machine! alvinna will you come along? please, so i wont have to be lonely while on the longggg 857 ride home(: bugyee, just come lah! -smiles-

8:05 PM
Yours truly.

i've got smth REALLY important to announce!

-drum rolls-

-rolls againnnnnn-

i just wanna say that really like my blog all offa sudden! (: oh. and i feel like a grown-up now that i have a job! heh. but paully still calls me kiddy ALL THE TIME. -laughs- my daddy too! cuz he says i sound too much like one. oh, like whatever. call me kiddy, call me seven years old. i dont really care, cuz IM SUPERGIRL!

12:03 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, May 28, 2006

hola! now i know working's tough): but its alright as long as i get paid! -smiles- been working this weekend and its really tiring. imagine standing on your feet for the whole day! haha, tiring right? well, that was what paully&i have been experiencing for the past two days. heh. but at the end of the day, we went home with smiles(: cuz we get cash&eye candies(!!!) lmao. okay lah, not alot of cash but the eye candies part's serious. hohoho. i cant contain it no more! tony looks so leslie, JUN LONG(yes paully, i got his name from my godma!) is SOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEE. and keng is damn er, nothing much really. hardy harhar. the greatest part is junlong can?!?! thou he's very much doudou-ish, but he's still my eye candy cuz he got this really funny laughter&he's kinda louis! yes really(: how happy can i be? haha. i so really hope that the next time i work, junlong'll be working as well. oh! he owns a bike too! haha. like, so cool eh? i shall check it out next time(:

alright, enough about my work. lets talk about my upcoming week! hmmm, lets see.

mon(which is tmr): ill be out!

tues: needa be at reach @ 10 am for the camp briefing&help out in logistics. after will be tuition! boo): navinna's in mongolia, but its alright! i still have alvinna(:

wed: art in school from 10am-5pm(!!!) yea, thats right):

thurs: art again):

fri: english oral(!!!) @ 8:30am.

sat&sun: z-factor camp! -yayness-

hmmm. i got smth to say but it slipped off my mind all offa sudden. oh wells, i've got short-term memory lah. forgive me please(: ciaos!

11:52 PM
Yours truly.

Friday, May 26, 2006

hohoho. i've gotten myself a new blogskin! i like this better(: but that doesnt meant i dont appreciate what qingaide has done for me, i still do alright. its just that i wanted to try&see if the words will turn smaller. apparently, no. urghh. however, ill still blog cuz i've got sucha wonderful life. -smiles-

#1: i've got new parents-weizhi&carol(: -laughs- thou they may be inexperienced parents cuz im the first child, but its alright! we'll work things out together. the both of you sure will work things out cuz im the creation of these two great couple(:

#2: its the beginning of the holidays but my days are almost fully packed): which means i wont get to really have fun cuz the whole time, im heading back school to complete my art coursework. oh! did i mentioned im really excited about my new ideas for my layouts? -beams-

#3: yesterday was a sinful yet interesting one(: -tuition, arcade, pool, drink, cabbed home. one of the greatest thing was, my cab fare was paid for! thanks a gazillion, ALVINNA! -smiles-

#4: my grades suck can. like, totally! i never got sucha position in class. the worst thing is, i studied this time round and this is the kind of set-back i get in return): bah!

#5: i found myself&paully a job! we're gonna start work tmr, so lucks to the both of us(:
ps.really thank God for financial blessings, thank Him for hearing&answering my prayers-hallelujah(:

#6: the block party's tmr.(!!!) which means i get to see ed, sock& maybe mich. and we can have all those heart to heart talks again(: -beams-

okay, thats almost all. oh! i forgot to blog about my ohsowonderful dream. -laughs- oh wells, i know thats too good to be true. i know we can never go back to where we used to be. i know, but i just cant..

4:47 PM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

words, can you please turn smaller?

11:03 PM
Yours truly.

myra!! ROX!
for heaven sake..
she does roxS!

9:56 PM
Yours truly.

this is myra!!!
haha
erm..
getting kind of bored now~!!
let's kick BUTTS~!!

(p.s: i know you love me so much!! :))

9:49 PM
Yours truly.