again. i wanna thank Him for answering my prayers. i was so happy when my prayers were answered. thank goodness i didn't gave up. but instead, i clinged on to Him like never before. -smiles- He knows and sees all things. He's my god. always there whenever i needed Him. even if people say i don't look pretty or what-so-ever. i'm fine with it. cuz i know that no matter what happens. i'm still His pretty lil princess=) and everyone who believes in Him. know that god don't judge people. that we're all His princes and princesses. He's the one who'll never forsake me. even if the whole world looks down on me, forsake me. its okay. cuz i know that with Him around, He'll turn all things round for me. and i can do all things in He who strengthens me. hallelujah.

howells. more to update actually. but i'm running outta time. rushing to godma's house! ciao X)

jumping in the air~
again!

nice back-views eh?

ooh. blow otah blow!
wow..i love this=)
crazyness filled us.
sour lemon sour. haha.
bwahaha!

more pics coming up!

teehees. i realised this is my third entry today. see? i'm bored till i can update trice a day! oh! and for those names i didn't mention in my previous entry. don't be mistaken. i'm not baised okay. i just don't know what to write. i've got serious stm. remember? hur. yea. don't get jealous yea? -laughs- if you wanta see your name up there, you know you gotta treat me better! to add on, people who can entertain me 24/7 will see your names up there so often! -laughs- so, treat me better, lovely people! and ill treat you twice as nice. -smiles- i do keep my words okay!

a mixture of feelings now. i'm feeling anxious yet full of anger. urghh. so mad so mad. we agreed to tonn tmr. yet now, one by one. you guys have appointments. like wth lah. its supposed to be a bbq. we're supposed to have so mucha fun the whole night. but now. seems like nothing much will happen even if its called off. eh? wah. i feel like bursting now lah. BAH! thank god i still have pu yi=) ohh! and jas too -smiles- she said she will if she can. she said i can sleep over at her house if no one tonns tmr. how nice of her. -smiles- oh wells. how true when people say 'promises are meant to be broken'. hurhur. but the thing is, by doing so, youre actually betraying the trust your friends have in you. guess you know it the best lah. after all, youre always the one doing that. i wanna thank god for placing lovely people around me whenever i needed advices or a shoulder to lean on. or even a warm hugg. realise that He always perform miracles without me knowing it. its often when i'm having a hard time when god will give me lovely people to share my troubles, to provide me with things i need. or even, to tell me how important i am when i don't feel important at all. also. its often when you lose that particular thing or someone. then only you will realise the importance of them. but even so, sometimes it'll be too late for you to get it back. often, people tend to take people or things for granted. i don't deny it. cuz basically, everyone tends to make mistakes. but the most important thing is, to learn from mistakes. i, too, ever took people and things for granted. for some, by the time i realise it. it has already drifted so far away from me. some where so far, till i can't even see it. but for the rest, i always managed to remind myself to not take them for granted. cuz for some reasons, theyre oh-so-important. -smiles- like, no one or nothing can replace. therefore people, never take things for granted. let alone people. or feelings. cuz you might never know. you may never get them back again. i wanna thank god for so many things. and people. i thank god for great friends. pu yi, your vocals makes me wanna shout back at you! -grinns- myra, youre my sun shine! cuz your smiles and words never fails to put bright smiles on my face. -smiles- jas, your oh-so-hyper character makes me feel like getting high too!-laughs- amanda, your screams always wakes me up from my wonderful dreams.-screams- paully, your oh-so-motherly character makes me feels so much like hugging you and cry out loud. steph, you make so wanna be like you. cuz you never seem to be troubled. even if youre, you never show it. but me? i can't. mine's always so darn obvious lah can. -laughs- nav, i doubt you'll get a chance to read it. so,i miss our oh-so-long conversations on the phone. -smiles- kor, doubt you'll read it too. i miss our heart to heart talks. i miss how you always pour your problems onto me. i miss you telling me your opinions whenever i tell you my stuffs. to sub everything up, i just miss you! -smiles-

it has been raining since this morning. well. hey raindrops, fall on us as much as you want today. but puh-lease go back home tmr. cuz i still wanta party=) was actually pondering about it. thought i shouldn't go and stuffs. but that jasmine lah. said so many stuffs and made me feel as though ill really miss out the fun if i don't turn up tmr.so, yea. aww man. nav actually called me in the middle of the night. making me think that my phone was ringing in my dreams. so i didn't answered. but i'm sucha nice girl. i know i wasn't dreaming. so i woke up and called him back. hurhur. ain't i nice? X) i guess i spoke some nonsense to him last night lah. i wasn't that awake though. -laughs- hope i didn't spill out other's secrets. bah! but i remembered telling him stupid things. hur. i doubt he remembers anything=))

was online the whole day. but just didn't felt like updating. yea. but anyway, i'm updating lah. i'm rotting at home can. wasn't allowed to go out. was told that i'm always out,so holidays gotto stay home for a period of time. but its a bit opposite lah. nehmind lah. jo said i was mean and like i shouldn't have said those stuffs to her. but the thing is, he doesn't know what are my reasons behind them. didn't bother to tell him my grand mother stories either. no point lah. besides, i'm already trying hard to not detest her already. who knows. maybe if i start telling jo, i might start detesting her again. so, yea. i better zip up. sighs. so long for now. might update more later. ciao!

went kayak today. i qualified for one star=) doubt ill be taking two star and onwards. after all, i took one star so that i can go kayak in the future. -laughs- i'm so not tann. i'm red. but myra's so chao-tah! not fair lah.


cell was great today. was feeling super dead on the way to cell. but hey! felt much better after some praying. talked to sis py a little. had buddy prayer with cas a while ago. nice=) i finally found someone who talks as much as i do. haha. great! well. felt that pu yi's slowing rising up. can sense her seriousness during cell. and of course the way she speaks lately. how true it is when people always say you got to have a goal in order to achieve it. pu yi has been saying she wanna rise up lately. and i'm pretty sure she will, soon=)



me: mummy, my friend isnt doing well lately.
mummy:is it? how come? pray for her loh.
after stoning for a few seconds...
me:huh? orh, okay=)

miracle yea? this shows how real He is. that He always answer our prayers. we just got to cling onto Him, even if its our little finger left there on the monkey bar. thats what sis py always says. faith is all we need.


bah! i'm so tired lah. cannot take it anymore. nights!