Life's a maze, and love is a riddle

Monday, September 29, 2008

to swim or to not?

i thought going swimming super often is good, cuz i get to lose weight&i get darker. BUT! people have been asking me to stop swimming! :/

ben says i should stop swimming cuz it makes me bigger and my calfs will explode. that i should go running instead. but i cant run! i always give up half way :/ swimming is so much easier la!

ahyimummy says i should stop swimming too cuz my shoulders will get broader. (but its already pretty broad now :/)

mom says swimming makes me grow bigger and broader too! ):

so tell me now, what should i do? so confusing can!

on a lighter note, several noticed that i became darker! heehee :D:D:D

6:08 PM
Yours truly.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

"THE DAYS"

HELLO, MEET MY NEW EYE CANDY FOR THE TIME BEING! JUSTIN CHAN!! :D:D:D:D super cute in the movie la! i was going gaga for him thru out the whole 99mins! teehee :D
fyi: he resembles abit of fishballdragon! heh heh i think i have this things for ah being looking guys!

1:45 AM
Yours truly.

Monday, September 22, 2008

misses

talking to jez& benja on msn kills me, laughing. HAHAHAHAHA the way they communicate, makes me laugh like an idiot. an idiot cuz i practically look at the screen and laugh continuously hahahahaha :D

2:58 AM
Yours truly.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

teehee :D

L called today! :D makes my "day". i haven't and will not understand why or how an ex calls after so long but upon seeing the caller image on my phone, my heartbeat increases and smiles paint on my face instantly. this....i dont know. for all i know, times we spent together flashed back so vividly when i was on my way home just now. funny, but true. not that i haven't accepted the fact that he's alrd attached(happily?). i don't know, maybe its only natural, for me that is.

dinner with the two babes rocked. i missed how we just spent time together, i miss laughing at ah keh constantly. and then at yuliya. i miss rockband, im a super good singer/drummer/guitarist lor. hahaha anyhows,"the days" on wed with the girls!!! :D:D:D

see, despite my sucky results for prelims, i'm still cheered! dont know if its a good or bad thing thou haha. but whatevs, just chiong only.

i cannot believe the time right now, i was listening to songs& looking for "pretty" names for En Xi and i lost track of time. haha i need to go to bed alrd.

3:45 AM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

"eye candyyyyy"

#1. I'M VERY HAPPY I'M TURNING DARK DUE TO THE SWIM-AFTER-PAPERS(prelims) DAYS. but sad to say, prelims will be over very soon. however, i'll carry on swimming as regularly as i can, cuz i like! :D:D:D (and bcuz i need/wanto swim the fats off)

#2. Pbysk bought a Brazilian for my belated present this yr. love the colour combi but my feet looks super fat&ugly in it. Fyi: my feets're alrd fat enough, don't have to make them anymore outstanding.

#3. so i wento Novena Square's NUM to exchange the slipper. yuliya went there with me(: she got her mom a pair of Slims.(reminds me of fishballdragon! :D) initially the guy working there told me i cannot exchange cuz its a sale item. i was devastated la. then he told me to wait for awhile, like he'll try to see what he can do. cuz the guy who served ahboy&wj that day assured them that we can exchange if it doesnt fits or anything. however, now that stupid Melvin guy twisted his words when asked, nehnehpoke right. ok but the whole purpose of this, is to say that THE GUY IS ACTUALLY QUITE CUTE. HAHAHA his name is TWL. only yuliya knows, LOL. thought the scene was super hilarious! oh, and i exchanged a Havaianas(again). this is like my 4th pair alrd.

#4. met sook for dinner on sat. THANK YOU FOR THE BELATED BIRTHDAY DINNER! :D love.

#5. tmr's last paper for prelims, science practical.

#6. about 3more weeks to O's. first thing up, science practical :/ (i super suck at practicals! :/ )

#7. LESS THAN 2 MONTHS TO HOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

#8. Bakerzin with yuliya made me happy today! (: LOVE.

#9. jasminewee is my feel to shit. apparently for the last few times i see her, i feel like shitting and will end up doing so hahahahaha i know this sounds stupid but its true!

#10. need to confirm Batam trip soon! :D:D:D (need wj for details)

#11. save up $100 for the outstanding amount that i've yet to pay for Cambodia's trip.(only paid $400)

#12. Espirit wallet, $39.90/$49.90, either one. (excluding 10% off from wj's membership card)

#13. Fox stripy v-neck sweater, $43.(excluding 20% off from voucher)

12:55 AM
Yours truly.

DADDY TURNED 49!

AHHHH shit, my stupid fbt spoiled the picture! and i look damn chao ta beside them :/

ahhh better now! haha but smiles not at wide! i wanted to suggest to daddy&mommy to take 10 consecutive timer shots, but i thought we'll prolly ran out of idea to post. or we'll smile for the 10shots. which defeats the purpose alrd so forget it.

i think they got couple face! :D (duh, married for more than 23 yrs alrd, i think this yr's their 24th anni)

DADDY DEAREST! :D i cannot live w/o him, he's my source of finance every week. and my hp bills too hahaha. but above all that, i know he loves me like no other. and i really will try to not spend too much of his hard-earned money! IHEARTDAD! :D:D:D

12:38 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

pffffftttttttt

ROAR, HAAAAAAAAAAAAATE EXAMS. PRELIMS SUCK. CHEM AND MATH PAPER1 KILLED ME TODAY. IM SOOOOOOOOO DEAD. SOOOOO TIRED :/ HOWWWWWW! I'M TURNING MORE INTO A RETARD NOWADAYS, CANT STOP LAUGHING WHEN I START. ITS LIKE PRINGLES, "ONCE YOU START, YOU CANT STOP" THERE'S PHYSICS TMR, NO POINT DOING GOOD SINCE I'LL ONLY GET LIKE SINGLE DIGIT FOR CHEM! ROAR! AND MATH PAPER2 ON MONDAY): STUPID SCIENCE PRACTICAL ON TUES. MY SHIFT IS AT 12PM, WHICH MEANS I CANT ACC GODSIS FOR HER MONTHLY APPOINTMENT AND THAT SUCK! I WANTO GO SEE THE ULTRA SOUND SCANNING THING, I'VE NEVER SEEN IT BEFORE ): ROARRRRRR HAAAAAATE EXAMS, HATE O LEVELS. ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

ok im done ranting.

9:54 PM
Yours truly.

Monday, September 08, 2008

wait i forgot to say smth! heh heh that i'm really addicted to the song thats playing from my blog now. i know its very very old school but i really really like it alot :D

another thing!
i really wanto go Batam la. pbysk la, everytime go there massage till so shiok and buy cheap Polo shirts. and everything there is super cheap la! even the beer! i wanto go there badly after O's. but wj says its safer with an adult. besides that, we need an adult to book the hotel rooms. sigh, if only one of us was older. he even suggested that i should ask my mom along, thanks la! like that not fun alrd la, if my mom goes, i cannot drink until shiok. there'll just be a lot of restrictions la. i don't like! then it defits the purpose of going there alrd. roarrrrrr i hope at least Batam, if not, Bkk also can! but that'll be next yr alrd. all of us need to earn the cash first haha.

oh, did i mention that O's are super duper near alrd? bcuz its gonna be the hols in about less than 3months!! :D:D:D that alone, excites me. :D

last thing, Marie Digby's are really nice. addictive too! :D

12:09 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, September 07, 2008

new skin! pink, i like! :D:D

this is pbysk(above) i think he's afraid to face the world! heh heh heh oh! look at what this retarded said.

shit i accidentally deleted the convo i was having with him on msn, arghhhh. anyway, he promised me a big present if i get into Ngee Ann, bcuz he's there. hahaha but i think Np's really far. he said, Np= biggest present. Sp= big present. cuz Sp is a good sch. but both so far!!! :/ i was thinking of Nyp, cuz its pretty convenient for me and I THINK they have the course that i'm interested in. everyone tells me that Rp is a nono. now i really dont know what to do if only Rp wants me :/ k nehmind, leave that aside for now. just chiong only.

no wait, everyone's nagging at me to study. roar, both yuliya&pbysk was asking me about prelims, studies and no, actually they just REALLY NAGGED. too bad i cancelled the convos i had with them, if not i'll show you guys.
roar, theres smth wrong with the stupid com. the windows closes all of a sudden, luckily its auto saved in the drafts. but i really hate the huge empty space at the top of the post. this always happens when its in the drafts and i edit it! >:(

11:56 PM
Yours truly.

FISHBALL WEE'S DAY

What if this is just the beginning
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable
It's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

HEH HEH i'm super addicted to "why cant i" by Liz Phair!!! :D:D:D i think i need more sappy songs to keep me on the low hahahaha im super happy now cuz i earned myself 119bucks from 2days of mingling with kids at UnitedSquare, guiding them how to make colourful sugar icing and decorating pretty cupcakes! DONT THINK ITS EASY MONEY HOR, quite tiring one lorrrrr. stand all the way, must act cute and be hyper with the kids, act friendly all that hahahaha tired you know stand! and the sugar icing all, so sticky! but for the sake of this things called CASH, its perfectly ok! :D

HAPPY HAPPY 18th JASMINE WEE CHING YEE, we're legallllll hahahahahahaha my fishball clone! :D LOVE YOU BIG TIME! :D:D:D see, im so sweet lor! heh heh heh

1:00 AM
Yours truly.

Thursday, September 04, 2008

ROARRRRRRRRRr :/

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

i missed my Ugly Betty2 on channel 5. and my HK drama on channel U. but its ok, i can go Cambodia and buy Dvds and bury myself in them when i'm back.

still, ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. i've been roar-ing a lot recently, i think its my hormones.

see la, i didn't catch 4bia. wth, roarrrrrrrrrr. i wanto watch! >:(

i think i'll stick to P, she said she don't like them. mayeb if i stop contacting them, we'll all drift apart and live our own lives. they don't need me/P. they need the rest. yes, pretty girls catch their eyes, and those are only what can sustain them. i hate this f-ing stupid world. what the hell is with slim bodies/skinny legs and pretty faces! go and die, like seriously. i dk if the prob is with the males or the females, but either of them, go away. ROAR, f off please, like very seriously. i hate hate hate this stupid realistic plastic society that we all live in.

but they say, that's just one out of many many perspectives, so i'm trying to see from another light.

you: i know you'll never read this but who cares. you are really a nobody in my life, or should i say you're not even in it. so dont tell me things like "dont talk to other guys ah" or " i wanto make you mine". so not pragmatic please! we're no where close to that and i never thought of anything like that. i've made my stand like crystal clear to you but i dont know why you're still so determined. see sometimes, determination might not always help bcuz now, i'm starting to dislike you and i'm starting to feel really turned off all over again. roarrrrrr i really dont mind being friends and all that but you dont have to give me the whole story again everytime we talk! roar! so irritating! >:(

10:41 PM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

random!

why does things get all dark/twisty/complicated!

roarrrrrr its our hormones acting up today my lovely "P"s, all's good! i think Pauline and i always crave for the same thing, esp when its near the time of the month! and 5 outta 10 people will think we're each other. maybe thats why we're called "twins".

i read godsis's blog and i'm so jealous la! i could've been to the RSAF openhouse and go on to C130 too!!!!! arghhhhhh greeennnn monstery roar.

but i guess its worth it, the bonding rocked! :D

oh i like sweetheart's job! its just looking after kids and she gets paid at 6bucks per hour. working hours are super flexible too, i wanto work there after O's too(: its like my fav childhood kind of playground la! those with the colourful plastic balls, you can totally jump into it, and slides and all that, COOL RIGHT! :D:D:D i miss being a kid! :/

1:26 AM
Yours truly.

SUPER CHEESY PICKUP LINES

Do you have a BandAid? I just scraped my knee falling for you.

Me without you is like a nerd without braces, A shoe without laces, aSentenceWithoutSpaces.

Do you know what I did last night? I looked up at the stars, and matched each one with a reason why I love you.

My love for you is like diarrhoea, I just can't hold it in.

You are like a candy bar: half sweet and half nuts.

Did you fart, cause you blew me away.

Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?

If I could rearrange the alphabet, I would put 'U' and 'I' together.

Your legs must be tired because you've been running through my mind all night.

Should I smile because we are friends, or cry because I know that is what we will ever be?

Hey, don't I know you? Yeah, you're the girl with the beautiful smile.

Was your dad king for a day? He must have been to make a princess like you

You make me melt like hot fudge on a sundae.

Were you in Boy Scouts? Because you sure have tied my heart in a knot.

I don't know you, but I think I love you already.

1:03 AM
Yours truly.