ok, i realised i was stoning away infront of the lappy for the past 2hours or so. met stubo(like finally), went for late lunch nearby then she sent me home alrd. cherylchan, you should learn to be contented, at least you met stubo!(even if it lasted for less than an hour? haha) stubo, i missed you! ):

stubo's going to be screaming at her screen when she sees this; I HAVEN'T PACKED FOR CAMP YET hahahaha briefing's at 1030 later. this is the first time(in sucha long time), that stubo's not gonna send me to Changi, no doubt it feels kinda wierd. i think pauline feels wierd too, cuz those who do camps with me usually will have free transport into camp! hahaha but its ok stubo, i totally understand. studiot still loves you! :D

urgh, the thought of going for camp while having period sucks big time ok! bigger than your kukus&nehnehs(im sorry, dont mind me :/) urghhhhh and i freaking cant brace up enough courage to use the stupid thing(tampons) urghhhhh killlll meeeee someoneeeeeeeee :/

BUT! kuku said smth just now that really made sense! she said it'll be my 4th day by the time we have water activities, which is on tues cuz she's doing ss. that kinda calmed me down a lil thou, heh heh not bad ah kuku, quite smart! hahahaha will see that kuku face tmr alrd! :D at least at night got entertainment hahahaha!

OK I REALLY GOTTA GO PACK NOW AND GO HAVE DINNER ALRD, LOVE Y'ALL TTM :D

WHEEEE NEW SKIN :D:D:D

hey kuku, if you're reading this, i wanto say A VERY BIG THANK YOU for last night. i'm sorry i've been bothering you with my nonsense ever since the day we became friends. come to think of it, you're right, i'm like a joke. but really, thank you for everything so far. nehneh really appreciates kuku for being kuku(HAHA).

(ps. nehneh&kuku for lifezxzxz!) hahahahaha

ok, i gotta rush to shower now. stubo's coming very soon! :D

photos from last night! a lot are really blur, either that, or the photography skills of the photographer not good enough. i swear i'm not the one taking pics, i won't be. cuz my arms are too short to make sure everyone fits nicely :/

ham burger sent me the pics alrd! :D basket, more than 10 photos but i only got these to post. (like i said, the rest are super blur/people kenna cut away/ MY FACE NOT INSIDE hahahaha)

this is the only nice photo. i think someone else took it for us, idk who but thankyou! (ok wait, fat arms, i know, don't tell me alrd)

woah, jessica's damn fair! &she's got super good complexion please! super jealous :/

ok, i don't know why my face appears to bethe biggest in almost every single photo since i landed on planet earth :/


yes, cleavage, i super lazy to edit. (sometimes i wish it will shrink hahaha)

skyping is fun, i love skyping. skyping is cool, everyone in the conference and no one's talking, so fun you know! hahahaha ok, i'll stop acting like myra(irritating) HAHAHAHAHAHA

but i really enjoy skyping with si-hui, shuching, xingyun, weiwei, brandon. i get entertained when its with weiwei and brandon, free ktv/free dedication hahahahaha FUNNNN :D stupid phyllis STOP YOUR RIBENA ICE THINGY LA, MAKE PEOPLE JEALOUS ONLY nehnehpokes

lizz:" aussie got no tau huay meh? "
jez: "no. why do you think i keep saying? "
lizz: "but they got beancurd what!"
jez: "dont have! dont even have jollibean lor! "

HAHAHAHAHA NO WONDER WE'RE FRIENDS, CUZ OUR CONVERSATIONS DON'T MAKE MUCH SENSE MOST OF THE TIME HAHAHAHAHHA its ok, i still love y'all :D

camp was relatively good! :D except the fact that i always get that kinda buddies :/ speaking of what makes me very very mad. i belayed for rockwall and crc on the 2nd day!! yes and why? cuz my buddy's one kind! >:(

after i finished belaying for rockwall(under the effing hot sun, i just finished showering lor please!)
me: "eh fiq, how?"
she: "i do zipline you do abseil ah"
me: "uhhh.. you do abseil la. i wanto rest ah, just finished belaying for rockwall"
she: " then i not tired ah?"

fucked up right?!?!?! omg la, never expected her to said that you know! i did most of the stuff please! freak! fyi: she was supposed to belay for rockwall but end up saying the sun hot la, whatever shits. so i just volunteered myself for belaying. cuz my mentality's like, if you wanto belay then just do it la, still sit there and wait, don't know how to help the kids wear helmet etc. freak! omgzz and for the 2nd day, i skipped all 3 meals during meal times la. asthma big deal ah? nehnehpoke plus chickennbackside. don't know whether i super unlucky or what, even W knows i always get this kinda buddies, like wtf?

however, thankfully, i got people like Awie, Wayne, Pandian! hahaha not forgetting my ahboy&pauline. without these people, i don't think i can tahan alrd. Awie saw my super black face so he figured smth's wrong, i guess all the rest too. Wayne and his nonsense cracks me up, Pandian and his face makes me smile back, ahboy&pauline... fact that they were there was good enough alrd (: see! i'm slowly learning how to count my blessings! :D

oh yes! the subway cookies Din & Nada bought for us made my day slightly better too! seeing Malina was a bonus! :D Jay has her funny side too!(yes, when she gangs up with Azie to disturb me!) overall, camp was still good! :D i miss camp alrd! i miss my girls, they're really adorable. i swear i'm gonna send my future daughters to SCGS, both primary and secondary cuz the upbringing there's really good. like really positive, polite, responsible, encouraging and etc.

hmmm, i'm starting to find myself easily contented HAHA ok, i'm gonna shower and meet ccathepig AND ahboy! :D

BOOOOOOOOOOOO no one wants to go to the Zoo with me ):

i'm blogging while in the toilet! HAHAHAHA

ok, today's the second day parents're away AND I'M STILL STAYING AT HOME. O M G, do you have any idea how rare this is? no? i'll tell you then, SUPER DUPER RARELY RARE! and i also foresee that i'll be home tonight. whatever's happening to cheryl chan? sigh, must be the "post camp syndrome" hahahaha SCGS pri on mon to wed which means i have to report for briefing tmr night! Jay's camp, i hope everything'll be ok! (i'm so keeping my fingers crossed)

i don't wanto be
- campfire ic
- meal ic
- incharged of morning stretches :/

AND I SERIOUSLY HOPE THAT MY BUDDY WILL BE SOMEONE OF ENOUGH INITIATIVE PLEASE. THANKYOU VERYNICE.

Presenting to you . . .
my Dahling & yours truly!

the guys came back from Ntuc and started doing this.. eventually all fell asleep haha







WHEEE i love my girls! :D i missed them so much la! i'm super glad i went for the chalet and stayed thru out! i guessed i enjoyed myself during the chalet! the jokes, the laughters, the nonsense, the boys, my girls and everything nice! many thanks to the organiser/(s) (:

shit, i gained 2kgs !!!! ): i need to exercise like mad soon. omg, now i have 14 more kgs to lose. omfg! cheryl chan needs to abstain from yummy food so stubo, please stop feeding me, your help will be greatly appreciated, thank you very nice.

YAYYYYZ SKYPED WITH JEZ, MYRA & PHYLLIS LAST NIGHT xoxo

then the 2 fruitards(myra&liz) from Nafa psychoed me to skype with their schoolmates AND I'M GLAD I DID (: hahaha they were hilarious! skyped till i couldn't fall asleep, all of them were like half dead. liwei sounds super stubo on the phone, she's nice (: brandon sounds gay but is the hardcore joker. and peter? i wonder if he exists.

ystd was klunch with cousins at Cini! love the 3 of them ttm! :D later will be shopping in town with sweetheart&prolly some romantic time when myrakeh comes after she ends school! :D:D:D tmr will be quality time spent with stubo since i forced her to clear her hours so she only goes for meeting at 9am and finish work at 11am hahahaha its all the way at East Coast mind you! i'm thinking if i should go cycling at Ecp tmr, or does swimming sounds better? anyhows, would be staying over at cousins' tmr! :D wheeee i love girl talks!

i'm schedully packed all the way till next week. liwei suggested going to Play this thurs. brandon suggested Malaysia day trip on fri. myra suggested tonning at sentosa. me? i have no plans! hahaha best thing is, parents won't be around this weekend! YAYYYYYZZZZ such coincidence, myra's parents too! :D:D:D heh heh heh myrakeh, i smell F U N !

" all good things come to an end".

me: "we've never really started, so how do we define an ending?"

then all i recieved after this was ignorance. even if you're going to ignore me for the rest of our lives, i will understand, i really will. cuz i've been sucha bitch. i kept the both of us hanging on a thread that will break anytime, i made you fell deeper and now, i'm doing this for the second time. bloody bitch right? i know, i'm sorry.

macs
cokes
fish&co.
Manhattan's
ChompChomps

these are the ones that i can think of cuz we don't seem to be doing anything lately. gone were the days of tau huays, yishun dam, hk cafes, "insomnia", teh-o-bings, mee gorengs, movies and suppers.

i hate myself, how indecisive can any human being get? to make myself feel better, i should keep this in my head : " theres so much more to life" & "you deserve only better". wait, i'm not saying that you're not good enough. i'm just... ok shut up bitchy chan, you're only making things worse so go away this very instant, ok bye.