Life's a maze, and love is a riddle

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

roarrrrrrrrrr :/

im feeling super emo now, i dont know why. im tired of people leaving. i know this is parts&parcel of life. but i really hate goodbyes.

got home an hour ago from the airport, sent erjie(my cousin) off. she's flying alone, to Melborne. no one really knows when she'll be back. and shes one clumsy/blur girl. frankly speaking, im kinda worried for her. i had so many thought today. or should i say since last night. i woke up in the middle of the night and saw her message, telling me she's leaving tonight. i thought it was a prank, i even dreamt of her when i returned to sleep. i'll miss her a lot thou. i hope she'll cope well there&take lotsa care please. now that she's gone, the whole family's prob/whatev shit will fall upon her elder sis, my dajie. holllyyyyyy. i think im gonna stay over at cousins' every now and then(: reasons being, i can acc cousins&have tuition as well! and maybe help take care of my auntie (:

HAPPY HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY PHYLLIS PHUA, sorry i couldnt turn up thou :/

i really need to buck up already, badly.

on a lighter note, i already settled the 500bucks for Cambodia trip this yr(: mom's gonna transfer to me tmr, so glad!

note to self: stop being lazy&go to school! (maybe exclude fridays)

there're a lot of things going thru my mind now, mentally&emotionally. but i have no idea where to start from.

roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

ok ben called, bye!

10:07 PM
Yours truly.

i havent got the time to come online. i just wanted to say, why do people always leave? )))):

12:41 PM
Yours truly.

Friday, July 25, 2008

movies&games..... have fun!

&another thing, i didnt get to catch Batman today. which means i prolly wont get the chance to watch it cuz steph's the only one who wants to watch and shes at the movies not. Fyi, i'm at home.

is today really not my day? or is the the time of the month soon?

6:12 PM
Yours truly.

grumpy/pissed/hungry >:l

today, is bad. this is just so not my day.

firstly, i had diarrhoea. so i had to miss tuition. which, is so going to kill me bcuz i have like Science&Maths common tests on monday. i am so so so dead!

then, my irritating mother had to pick on me and assumes whatev she thinks about what im doing is right(which is obviously not!) like why the hell do you want me to stay at home if you&dad will be out? what, spend time with the furnitures&walls at home? this irritates me a whole lot. she never understands this.

and i didnt have enough time to complete my ss paper this morning! hows that! urghhhhhh cherylchan so so so suck. someone, kill me please.

5:33 PM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

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5:07 PM
Yours truly.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

i miss 05 footprints!

yayyy im actually glad i went for the gathering at MindCafe (: this is random but i think Cherie's really quite pretty.(and rich) we played some stupid but fun games and were very loud. all the people there are very loud cuz they all get really excited from playing the games hahaha. its a pity Matt&girlf, Sock&Mich had to leave early, if not there'll prolly be more fun! but we had fun equally, im gonna go there again! and Miss Clarity too. ok la, i admit i'm quite noobish.

Ed finally burnt me the videos from 2oo5's Footprint's expedition, which was also my very first mission trip or whatev you call that. after watching the videos, i realised i missed all of it so so much. the people in the team, the people there in Cambodia, the kids, every single thing there, from 2oo5. didnt wanto, but i admit i kinda miss Daryl, esp after watching the videos. his voice so loud la please, and he's the one rara-ing people most of the time. just like how Darren did last yr? hahaha both Ds and people i got close to. but for Daryl, different case la. i guess i wasnt matured enough(in my thinking) or he prolly was too much of a nice to me? i really have no idea, but he's nowhere to be found now. its kinda sad how some people can maintain the realationships they have with people but some people lose it just like that. Daryl, being someone who detaches super easily, is happily married to his wife(whoever she is) and teaching Pe in Chij(i think?). ohwell, at least i can still get news of him from Ed.

i realised i prolly let some people leave me very easily. you know, its like you dont even do things to make sure the bond is there, you just let it fade away kind? yes, that kind. im not gonan do that anymore. or rather, this kinda things has to be a two-way thing. what goes around come around(:

i really miss Cambodia la ): i realised it has been a blessing to have both Myra&Pohee in my life. hahaha this yr will be the 3rd yr we're going there together and they really mean alot(: of course this time round, with the addition of Pauline&Sook. things're only gonan get better!!! :D:D:D just that i really will miss LuckyStar hotel&the breakfast opp the hotel :/ i wanto do a picture post on Cambodia, soon.

and i wanto thank all the people who got me the Fujifilm Instax Mini Instant Camera, its like a mini polaroid. exactly the one sook has. also exactly the one godsis used on her wedding day! yayyyy i love you people! :D:D:D

*throwsconfetti*

12:47 AM
Yours truly.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

updates!!

i earned myself $1.55 from folding the clothes. brother&mom likes to leave coins in their pants and throws it into the washing machine. heh heh heh

ohhhhhh brother's car's backside is screwed. just now at the market, some indian(im not trying to be racist) old man bumped into it! serves him right for having to pay for the whole bumper, its not that expensive la, at most 100bucks only. but kor says he's gonna claim from insurance so the indianoldman pays more for his insurance next yr, evilevil.

mom spent like $100+ on lottery itself. hahahahaha she bought on behalf of my whole family(herself,dad,bro&i). its quite alot cuz its only like 2sets(indianman's&kor's) of numbers? i dont know how she flip the numbers/buy ibet whatev la. i do not care i only want us to STRIKE!! :D:D:D

i thought this was pretty funny.

mum alights from kor's car, going to buy 4D. i was sitting right beside kor, he wanted to reverse to park into the parking lot. then he horn cuz another car was reversing to park in the same lot. right after the horn, all i heard was "BAM" and kor went " CCB!", unbelts the sitbelt&opens door immediately. and mom was shocked too cuz all she heard was "BAM". the whole thing was like a joke(ok la, not really). then i was called out from the car, to take picture/evidence of kor's cracked bumper and save the indianman's car plate number. hohoho!

i'll post the pic another time!

Wenjie's house last night, celebration for alvin(12th)&benpoh's(16th) 18th! quite boring thou cuz parents came to fetch me at ard 12plus and the guy were playing Wii @ wj's. if only they started drinking earlier! pohee pauline&i were the only girls thou. there was wj(duh!), weetuck, alvin, benpoh, xianping, haresh, navinn, boonsiew, bensonlimsiongwee(: he really grew fatter leh. hahahaha still appeals to me as much thou, LOL! didnt really talk to the guys last night, which was kinda sad. but i guess its only nature? i'll let nature take its course! (heh right phyllis?!) oh we had CanadianPizza last night too!! :D:D:D

and pauline also came over to bake! THANKS TO YOU(for the cookies)! pohee came later&we had TomYam meehoonkuey! :D:D then Joanne came to pass me my belated presents&fetched us to Khatib! :D:D thankyou very much Joanne, love!

alrighty, i gotta rush now, meeting pauline&steph at Amk then 133 to Jordan's. i think they're gonna play Badminton. hahahaha i just plan to show face and slack only. then later at 6pm, Minds Cafe with footprinters( o5 batch).

2:06 PM
Yours truly.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

cherylchan turns 18th!

TADAH! i'm finally done with the photos! its a pity i can't upload them onto fster cuz the files are too big. :/ sweetheart needs to change the settings in her cam!

anyways, yep, im 18! im legal! :D:D:D yayyy the thought of being able to enter clubs legally(no more underage parties!) makes me happy! not forgetting, being 18 gives me the right to drink(legally). yep, incase you guys're are wondering(most of you alrd know the plans la please!), the girls surprised me at my void deck this time round(:

i lovelovelove the surprise&the stuff you guys got me ok! :D sweetheart got me a "dora the explorer" waterbottle. all of them got me a FerrisWheel musical thing(muahahaha loveitla!). and sook says she has smth for me but she forgot to bring. pauline says she/they has smth for me. limmie too. the mosquito's getting me a belated gift. ah heng owes me my present from the deal we made! Fyi: xiang got me test-tube shooters, he filled all 6 of them with chocs:D:D:D godsis got me a voucher for Classic Manicure&Pedicure at NailPalace. THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH FOR THE PRESENTS PEOPLE! :D:D

SPECIAL THANKS TO THE GIRLS FOR THE SURPRISE, I LOVE YOU GIRLS PLENTY(:

&ALSO TO ALL THOSE WHO TEXTED/CALLED TO WISH ME, NOT FORGETTING MY DEAREST CLASSMATES(they got cupcakes for me today!:D:D). was pretty sad i didnt take a pic of the cupcakes from SweetSecrets, they were so appealing!

CHERYLCHAN LOVES ALL OF YOU(: (each and everyone of you)

ok apart from that, i know this is supposed to be a happy post. but im kinda sad/disappointed/emo cuz apparently, some people forgot my Birthday. even Darrenliew from Tazmania sent me an email. sighhhhhhh :( i really cannot help but feel sad. esp L, he didnt fail to wish me every yr, he either surprise me with a call or smth. but this yr, he didnt :( F didnt too :( and quite a few others. but these two people are the more important ones outta the rest, so yes, :(

11:33 PM
Yours truly.

overdued(from Hy's 18th last week!)

actually still got quite alot of pics, but don't have my face! hahaha so i won't post it! heh heh heh :D

10:43 PM
Yours truly.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

advanced 18th celebration for Xiang&i!

hello all, here are the pics from ystd! :D:D thanks for the company&fun, i enjoyed myself!! you wont see much of me in the pictures cuz i was shooting videos all the time. heh heh! thanks for all the effort(and money) put in xiang! :D:D:D and the rest too, thanks for turning up! love! (:

hokay, group pictures! i didnt upload everything thou.

below are the pic of everyone doing the "cheers" thing. xiang wanted to do this since forever!

its a wrong thing to do(asked the guys to help us take pictures). they ended up playing with Jordan's grandfather's magnifying glass!

LOL!

i dont know what they were doing...

i think snorlex caught me on the mat. he went around filming nothing at all, with my cam.

kay, there're alot more photos&videos from ystd. but im like super lazy to upload them onto blogger :/ who reads them anyway! and i will send the rest the pics when i see them online. but.. there's smth wrong with my msn. Fyi: i've been using the com the whole day, since 12plus? but cannot sign into msn! i wonder whats wrong! >:l

4:30 PM
Yours truly.