urgh, so many thought running thru my head. they must be really tired, cuz they've been running in there the whole time since ystd. ok minus the times when i'm asleep. ok cheryl chan, point form, you always do better that way!

1. i think i'm damn paranoid. or maybe you're insensative, or you simply don't share the same pov(point of view. reminds me so much of kuku, hahaha) but i can't deny the fact that i'm disappointed with the way you chose to handle these matters. like friends to hang out with(not that your friends are bad friends but you should prolly learn to prioritise), hanging out with the same people everyday. most importantly, you prolly should try a bit harder to (often enough) not disappoint the same group of people, thou we're only 2 persons. but i still love you y'know.

2. i cannot wait for hols! this is my last week of lectures alrd! omg omg yes! but next week still have to go back to school on tues for lecture, none other than the indian's. not the sian more than half. but its ok, "look for the silver lining", yes... i'm trying very hard to look for it.

3. i have the urge to play TapTap but stupid James won't let me ): James the chao ah beng is a bad boy. see him like small boy, laugh like horse&girl then i let him share my choc pocky one ok! hahaha but i cannot imagine lectures without him, would've been super boring!

4. i had egg prata opp sch this morning, during break. plus coke, choc pocky, mango juice with nata de coco and botak jones with stubo after school! and mom's homecooked dinner just now (:

5. did i mention how attention seeking/ distracted louis was thruout the whole econs lecture today? omg, distracted ttm! one min he was telling me that the ants crawling behind me are my friends. next he was hitting my arm/leg with his ruler, like flip! woah, pain ok! and then he kept bombing James's phone to disturb him but James was trying to concentrate so i asked him to stop! he was making all sort of sounds, the bird, the ant(?), or was he talking to himself? oh yes, he started burning the loose threads hanging from the inside of his pencilcase, yes with his lighter. so.. the whole room started to smell like smth's burning. then the smokers started standing up, checking their pockets/lighters. jeannie yang made a joke outta it and stupid victor kept looking at me like i was the one burning stuff.

6. i miss kuku ): she's doing orchid park at Labrador now! i bet she misses me too! heehee:D ok, i really appreciate what you have done so far. it was really thoughtful of you to tell me yourself. i never thought you'll do smth like that. this tells me that you sincerely wanto be my kuku for life! i'm super thankful for the time when i needed someone and you were there (: NEHNEH DEMANDS TO MEET KUKU ASAP! its been ages!!!! meanwhile, have fun at camp!

7. i'm turning 19 soon! the thought of this makes me happier. cuz i get money and presents(hopefully). and it makes me happier, yes, presents makes me happier. but i'm not materialistic ok. yes, i'm not, really.

8. stubo has no more camp!! yayyyyyy ok, no more for the time being! :D:D:D stubo, me love you deep deep ok! as deep as...... my cleavage! HAHAHAHAHAHA i bet you never heard this before!

ok me go sleep alrd. no, go talk to ahboy while she eats her 5course meal. i haven't completed indian's homework! :/

11:08 PM
Yours truly.