i don't know what's up, all the thoughts running thru my mind. i know i've got to come up with a decision ultimately, but i really don't know. i tried weighing the pros&cons, but it doesn't helps. i tried following my heart, but i ended up feeling super confused. so... here i am now, feeling super lost. i can't type in details, there're too many eyes reading. eyes that i'm not sure if they'll judge, eyes that i don't really want to be reading. sigh

there's so much more to life than this, right? i wanto register for my private dip asap and hope time will fly so school'll start really fast. that way, i'll be able to run away from these thoughts(i know its not very possible. i just kinda like to live in self denial la can anot). keep myself really busy with school and hopefully(fingers crossed!) get a part-time job in a day care centre. heh heh i'm pretty eggcited for that! kids brighten up my days really effectively, at the same time, they can be the ultimate irrite, i know.

stupid L(x 3)! go register for school without me! chickenbacksidenehnehpokekukubird! >:(

feels so much like going on a secret getaway! but i can only do so with sufficient amount of cash. which is the only thing i'm deprived of right now(na na na ) sighhhh

on a lighter note, i'm going to get my ipod classic after pay day this fri( fingers crossed!) heehee:D:D:D


SUSHIIIIII with the girls later at 3pm! :D