heehee, i just came back from tau huay with stubo and pohee :D pohee looked sick(she is), so we sent her home first. i ta bao-ed tau huay and you tiao for korkor but he's asleep alrd. hahaha stubo and i spent time at our "fav" place just now, i loved that place since young, daddy used to bring me there when i was younger. now, stubo brings me there :D

today, i told mom about stubo. i explained about why some people turn lesbians and i fought for their rights. hahaha why am i making myself sound like one now?! ok no, im not, im still straight(i guess so?). i think stubo should stop treating me so nice. we should stop the tau huay sessions and stubo nights. bcuz im finding it harder to get by without stubo and that is not a good thing. was telling her how i would invent a new drug(if i became a doc but i never will) to be injected into people so they detach easily. or pills that can allow one to erase certain people/things from their memory forever. i wish, i wish...


now, im thinking of how people look at stubo and i. i know i shouldnt care about how others think but its inevitable. im super duper curious how stubo sees this(us). she kept mentioning "friends" thou. ohwells, i dont know. all i know is, everytime i start caring for someone genuienly, like really care for friends or whatever, i get hurt(in a way or another).