i missed my Ugly Betty2 on channel 5. and my HK drama on channel U. but its ok, i can go Cambodia and buy Dvds and bury myself in them when i'm back. 

still, ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. i've been roar-ing a lot recently, i think its my hormones. 

see la, i didn't catch 4bia. wth, roarrrrrrrrrr. i wanto watch! >:(

 i think i'll stick to P, she said she don't like them. mayeb if i stop contacting them, we'll all drift apart and live our own lives. they don't need me/P. they need the rest. yes, pretty girls catch their eyes, and those are only what can sustain them. i hate this f-ing stupid world. what the hell is with slim bodies/skinny legs and pretty faces! go and die, like seriously. i dk if the prob is with the males or the females, but either of them, go away. ROAR, f off please, like very seriously. i hate hate hate this stupid realistic plastic society that we all live in. 

but they say, that's just one out of many many perspectives, so i'm trying to see from another light. 

you: i know you'll never read this but who cares. you are really a nobody in my life, or should i say you're not even in it. so dont tell me things like "dont talk to other guys ah" or " i wanto make you mine". so not pragmatic please! we're no where close to that and i never thought of anything like that. i've made my stand like crystal clear to you but i dont know why you're still so determined. see sometimes, determination might not always help bcuz now, i'm starting to dislike you and i'm starting to feel really turned off all over again. roarrrrrr i really dont mind being friends and all that but you dont have to give me the whole story again everytime we talk! roar! so irritating! >:( 

10:41 PM
Yours truly.