im feeling a slightly green now. yes, thats what kids call jealousy. shit i just called myself a kid, kill me please. ok anyways, as i was saying... im jealous. im jealous of M having my indianhusband's attention. he actually told me M's calling him later, thats why he's still awake a couple of minutes ago. hello? he has sch tmr. ok la, not like he never sacrificed his sleep for me on schooldays back in sec school. but im just not used to it now that M is the one receiving all these from him. i havent spoke to him on the phone for a pretty long time. i miss those late night phonecalls. no other person i spoke to lasted longer than the record i had with him, its was smth like 5hours19mins. but at the end of the day, i think i've got to come to terms with life. sigh, accept things the way they are if you cant change it cherylchan.