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Thursday, June 26, 2008
first week of term3!
school's been tiring! i'm getting used to getting up early thou. but a part of me still feels like skipping school&bump around at home. nooooo, cannot do that, must study. oh surprisingly, i paid attention in class this week! esp Ms never-change-pants-for-5days. hahahaha you'll laugh if you get it! coordinate geometry, shit i have maths test tmr omggggzzz i will go thru the formulas again later! i think she's pretty nice(: im liking maths more now!! :D:D:D and chemistry too! Ms Tham's going thru Organic chem, im glad i revised them during the hols! andand i cannot find my compo book!! ahhhh!! its very important you know! bcuz i like reading my compositions again&again. hahaha i like it like that! :D Humanities is still as interesting with Ms Cheong around so yes, no prob! :D:D:D ok school's been ok. and i think i like that our class have shifted up to the 3rd level(even thou having to climb stairs all the time!) but its quite and i dont have to queue for smelly toilet cubicles!! hahaha super clean, can even play PSP inside like how we did ystd!! heh heh heh steph&i good students, we didnt play. Putri, Limmie, Yam&Pauline did!! i have the picturessss hahaha so treat me nice people!! :D:D and not forgetting the people in have in class, its a blessing itself(: the girls are LOVE!
im glad i sort out things with Myra. eh retarded, its not your fault la ok. and im not mad at you or anything alrd. its not worth to end/freeze the love(friendship) we share. i wont stand a day without seeing you acting retarded(HAHA!), so i entertained myself with the videos!! :D:D:D we'll more over the weekend ok? kokseequay is love even thou she's retarded(most of the time).
and sook, i read your posts. i dont feel angry anymore, the hurt has more or less became numb. not that im immune to it. i understand why you were mad, i tried standing in your shoes so i realised. its just that we(jez,pohee,pauline,cca,myra&i) created wayyy too many memories. and they're visible stuff, like videos and all that. and the emails jez sent me. and fyi, i did not bitch to jez about you. we didnt talk about you. we merely asked how each of us were doing, it wasnt even abit like how we used to communicate. so i dont think its hypocrisy at all. or at least, that wasnt how i wanted things to turn out to be. you know, i felt like you screwed up my entire life, and i didnt know why you had to do that. but now im fine with it alrd, i mean im going to give myself the space i deserve, im gonna put my attention/energy on smth more important, like Olevels. i dont wanto be friends bcuz i wanto please people/ avoid the awkwardness bcuz it wont be true that way. your recent post made me think, you made sense. so lets give it some time ok?
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8:32 PM
Yours truly.
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