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Monday, March 05, 2007
i think life's so unpredictable, so confusing, &maybe scary. yes, scary.
& i think i got cheated of my feelings. no, i mean i just realised i got cheated. haha, call me stupid please. ojw, thank you so muchhhh for letting me know how much a jerk you actually are. so much for all those stuff you said to me. those midnight talks, those arguements, messages, singing&allllll those things you said to me. i must have been sucha fool. believing in all those stuff you said, shouldnt have bought your stories. to think i actually got touched by the things you said/do. i hate myself for being so naive, to think love acutally wanted me. i hate myself, for being so gullible, thinking that it's love between us. to sum it all up, i hate myself for falling for you. there're so much 'shouldnt have/s' that you've done. now, you left me torned&without a sound. thank you so much ah. i dont ever wanna hear from you again, i guess? guys, jerks. rawrrrrrrrrrr.
things've been pretty sucky lately. ummm not like really sucky, but like not veryyyy good that kind la. period got me really paranoid but thank god i have friends who really understands me(: &my results suck, alotttt. so yea, i've already told mom that she'll be expecting calls from either kaliapan or mrs cher. i dont know laaaa but i know im gonna pull up my socks! dont wanna fail O LEVELS, duh, who does?
on a happier note, celebrated sweetheart's 17th birthday last wed. we all missed xcountry. haha! bet that babe had a very good celebration, right? :DDDDDD we all had fun tooooo! hmmm im kinda lazy to post the pics. so ummm when i get the time then i post laaaa kay? cheer up babe, love you(:
hmmm so stayed back in school with steph to support the whitley girl's soccer team, against queensway sec. althou you guys didnt win, but its ok! just enjoy the match(: will continue to support you guys for the other matches. unless im really not free. dearie, i zai anot? heh! :DDDD
YAY I CANT WAIT FOR HOLIDAYSSSSSSSS! thou im gonna study during hols but at least, a break what. hahaha ok im going to bed already. goodnight world! (:
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10:02 PM
Yours truly.
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