RAWR.

i'm moody now. stupid ojw): pffttttttt. dearie's asking me to go out with jw after my tuition on wed. & jw's telling me i shouldnt like not support my friend just to go out with him. nehnehpokes. you think i toy ah? push me here&there. im like so stucked in the middle now la! helphelp, i cant seem to make up my mind:/ i duh wanna ps my sisters. but at the same time, i dont wish to disappoint jw. HOW!

kay so i guess youre kinda right ben, im a changed person since the dec hols. i've been pretty vulgar ever since. i know i know, im a girl i shouldnt use vulgarities soooo much. all those shits, i know. but aiya, sometimes cannot help it what. esp when im madddddd. people around me know i dont mean to use those words on them cuz like it has been a habit for me already. right jez?

i guess ben's thinking why aint he as important to me as he used to be. the reason being why he thinks like that: prolly cuz i've got to know more people over the hols so i give him lesser attention. yes i think its like that. but why is he being so sensative outta the sudden? cuz he's insecure! LOL! kay crap, i dont know what im talking about la. urghhhh. i needa go think about who i should spend time with on vday.

i wished i had a time machine. or maybe, more than 24hours a day.