all those were the photos we took today! :D actually still got a few. but aiya, nvm la.

hmmmm so like there was training today, sea training. everything was good thou! except that terence was the one who took us instead of edward(!!) today. oh cuz edward got papers, for 2weeks. which means it'll still be terence taking us next week. so yea, he's fine la:] oh one sad thing: matthew'll be pulled outta the team for the tme being(according to joe) sigh, he injured himself while cycling. take care&get well soon aye? zagon's waiting for you to reunite!♥ (:

working tmr. i hope everything goes well! :D

to you: err im mad, i dont like it when you post like that. you made me sound sooo wrong. like what? you expect an apology from me? hurr, very funny. &i think it doesnt really matters whether we ask you out or what. cuz the bottomline is, you wont come. so whats the point of wasting those time asking, persuading, giving morning calls&so on. cuz the fact's still the fact, you wont come. you give empty promises, almost all the time. if you dare say you didnt, i say you power. whats with all the 'REALLY, im very sorry'? whats the point? tell me your purpose for saying all those stuff. youre hurt, yes i know. so what, you think we're the causes of what's happening? you ought to think about who ps who first. who gave empty promises. worst of all, you treated me like a threee-year old kid can?! what? you think buying me my favourite sweet can solve things? how foolish. i know im like small kid, being taken&thrown away as&when you like. but no, i dont accept sweets from strangers. even a kid knows when he/she's being taken for granted. a kid'll cry, but i dont. to tell you the truth, i was close to tears while waiting for alvin at the platform that day. cuz i felt damn humiliated, toyed, whatever. aiya, i dont know la. aint you tired of all these? you know very well that its hard for all of us to laugh&pretend like nothing happened again, dont you? then stop thinking that everything'll be fine after they come back from cebu trip. cuz no, that wont happen. the truth'll always be the truth. &the lies, they'll always be discovered, somehow. i also dont know what youre gonna do about this. im like so tired to care so muhc already la. so yea, you take care.