Tuesday, August 08, 2006
BIGSIGHS. my parents refused&IS still refusing to give me their consent to philipines, cebu. and guess whats their reasons?
#1:its too dangerous.
#2:they got this person to read into my future and that bloody asshole said im not adviced to go overseas cuz if not, ill be in great danger. like wtf, right? RIGHT? urghh!
alright, the reasons are super duper lame. and ive got this veh strong feeling that theyre lying to me. like wtfwtfwtf?!
the conversation
daddy:you cannot go, its dangerous. what if smth really happens to you?
me:so? i dont really mind, even if i reall really die there. i mean, i dont mind dying if i can help them. as long as i go..
mommy:?! #%fkgh@*
urghhh...see? i dont know what else to do already lah. i really really wanna go=] badly..
ss prelim's this friday. i hope its not too late to REALLY start mugging now. not that i havent been studying, but i cant seem to focus. like totally. hey people, keep me in prayers kay? -laughs- ill pray for you guys too, in general(:
everytime i tried to pick myself up, i get pushed down. almost immediately. bah, whyohwhy? =] now im all confused, and LOST. boo you chirstina loh, BOO): i want my lulu back, i want him back you nehneh. =]
okok, thats SO random. forgive me people=] and i dont know whats wrong with me lately. ive been typing and leaving this face,=] everywhere i go. know whats the diff?
(: - happy smile.
=] - sad smile. got that?
i so wanna catch the fireworks, but bah! i wanna watch it with lulu, just like what we used to do. BUT, i guess that christinaloh might wanna watch it and as her boyfriend, lulu will obviously watch it with her. rather than, me=] BAH! i needa get a life, really, badly. helphelp. cheer me up people!
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oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NOOR! i know you wont read this but ohwells..its alright lah.
8:45 PM
Yours truly.