God, i pray that he'll forget about asking me out next week. i'd rather he never talk to me again. the more we interact, the deeper i fall. the more i get updated of his life, the more i wanna go back to where we were. i'd much wanta stay as it is now. but allow me to know when he's facing some probs he cant solve, or when he needs help. cuz ill wanna pray for him and bless him like i did that night. and i didnt regret making that prayer cuz i got answered, he was alright the next day(: i also hope that he's girlfriend would very much care for him, understand him, be there for him whenever he needs someone to be there.

if i dont stop now, i never will. cuz the list'll go on and on and on. hmmm, goodnight world!