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Thursday, June 22, 2006
| im hurt, totally, inside-out. i dont know why this is happening but i didnt want it to happen. it hurts like fcuk knowing that youre hated by one of your bestest friend. or rather, someone as close as sistas. someone whom you worked with, talk till the wee hours, go kbox together, ton the whole night. someone who meant so much you never thought there was going to be any kinda hatred. someone you sacrificed your chances to work cuz you promised to work together. i promised to work together with you. i too, promised that i wont go unless they need two people. ive kept my promises. and you? youre always breaking them. you ps-ed me like veh often. but i didnt take it to heart cuz knew you. but then again, everytime you ps us last min. i felt like poking you. whatever it is, i still love you. and ive never used that word-hate on you. not on any of my hons. but you, heartlessly used it on me. not considering of how hurt ill be after knowing its me that you hate. hate, its a really strong word. i dont know how im gonna face you already. i dont know how to refriend you, i dont how to react when i see you. not anymore..remember, you hate me. i didnt and will not hate you. i thank you for being one of the most understanding friend. you are, but like a treasure to me. really, i never thought smth like that was gonna happen. |
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8:03 PM
Yours truly.
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