Life's a maze, and love is a riddle

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

tell me. why do i always feel that you dont care. is it cuz its so obvious you dont care or imma just being way too sensative. you dont even bother to say 'HI'. its not that difficult loh. many a times, i tried deceiving myself. i thought i was thinking too much. now, even the people around me feels that you dont care. tell me, what imma to do now?

school was okay today. the teachers came and all said the similar stuffs. yea. and i am aware that i gotta study hard now. i know this sounds kinda 'kiasu'. but! i duh wanna be in that kinda situation as i was. so sheety can.

headed down to reach after school. did the scrapbook thing. that was when the thoughts came running through my mind. sighs. i should have known it better. i should have expected this to happen. i should have done so many things. but at that time, all i knew was to run away. i didnt know any better. i really didnt. i dont like to be stuck in this state. i wouldnt say im screwed. i would say im confused.

reality always hit me so hard in the face. so hard. i cant even breathe. now,im totally lost. i guess i ought to learn how to face it. at least, its better than running away from it. sighs.

10:38 AM
Yours truly.