why are some people so difficult to understand? they say ABC but does 123. oh-so-contradicting.

oh. and i detest it the most when people lie to me. be it big or small matters. i simply dont like it. oh. like what the hell. about sweet talking me. telling me of how i'm appreciated. telling me that i dont have to leave for cambodia without your sending me off. all crap lah. right? you just wanna make me feel better. but too bad. i dont feel any better!

how happy was i when i saw you online. its has really been quite a while since we last talked. and it seems like you dont really care. was so excited. but, the one chatted with me just now, it wasnt you. oh why cant we just talk? i supposed our cold war has officially ended. then why is it still like that? you probably got sick and tired of me. yea, i guess so.

leaving for cambodia in a few hour's time. will only be back on the 15th. oh wells. guess there isnt any need for me to update so much. no one reads it anyway.