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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
a mixture of feelings now. i'm feeling anxious yet full of anger. urghh. so mad so mad.
we agreed to tonn tmr. yet now, one by one. you guys have appointments. like wth lah. its supposed to be a bbq. we're supposed to have so mucha fun the whole night. but now. seems like nothing much will happen even if its called off. eh?
wah. i feel like bursting now lah. BAH! thank god i still have pu yi=)
ohh! and jas too -smiles- she said she will if she can.
she said i can sleep over at her house if no one tonns tmr. how nice of her. -smiles- oh wells. how true when people say 'promises are meant to be broken'. hurhur. but the thing is, by doing so, youre actually betraying the trust your friends have in you. guess you know it the best lah. after all, youre always the one doing that.
i wanna thank god for placing lovely people around me whenever i needed advices or a shoulder to lean on. or even a warm hugg. realise that He always perform miracles without me knowing it.
its often when i'm having a hard time when god will give me lovely people to share my troubles, to provide me with things i need. or even, to tell me how important i am when i don't feel important at all.
also. its often when you lose that particular thing or someone. then only you will realise the importance of them. but even so, sometimes it'll be too late for you to get it back. often, people tend to take people or things for granted. i don't deny it. cuz basically, everyone tends to make mistakes.
but the most important thing is, to learn from mistakes. i, too, ever took people and things for granted. for some, by the time i realise it. it has already drifted so far away from me. some where so far, till i can't even see it. but for the rest, i always managed to remind myself to not take them for granted. cuz for some reasons, theyre oh-so-important. -smiles- like, no one or nothing can replace. therefore people, never take things for granted. let alone people. or feelings. cuz you might never know. you may never get them back again.
i wanna thank god for so many things. and people.
i thank god for great friends.
pu yi, your vocals makes me wanna shout back at you! -grinns-
myra, youre my sun shine! cuz your smiles and words never fails to put bright smiles on my face. -smiles-
jas, your oh-so-hyper character makes me feel like getting high too!-laughs-
amanda, your screams always wakes me up from my wonderful dreams.-screams-
paully, your oh-so-motherly character makes me feels so much like hugging you and cry out loud.
steph, you make so wanna be like you. cuz you never seem to be troubled. even if youre, you never show it. but me? i can't. mine's always so darn obvious lah can. -laughs-
nav, i doubt you'll get a chance to read it. so,i miss our oh-so-long conversations on the phone. -smiles-
kor, doubt you'll read it too. i miss our heart to heart talks. i miss how you always pour your problems onto me. i miss you telling me your opinions whenever i tell you my stuffs. to sub everything up, i just miss you! -smiles-
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3:06 PM
Yours truly.
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