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Monday, October 10, 2005
its maths paper one tmr. no calculators allowed. ohh my lollipop. i'll be like so dead lah. see me online now. see me burning mid-night oil in hours to come.
i think i'm a total slacker. everyone is mugging now. but i'm online. what am i thinking? nvm=)) i'm a possibility thinker!
you appeared in my dreams last night. and so,i had a wonderful dream. what i dreamt about might never come true if i don't start talking to you. but how am i going to? its often said 'easier said than done'. now,i truly know what it means. i want to talk to you. yet, its difficult for me to even look at you when you coldly walk pass my friends and i. my friends were surprised. that we aint talking. they ask me why? but i always couldn't find a reason. even now. i'm asking myself,how did all these started? am i the one at fault? or is it you? i guess neither of us know the answer. yea?
you always seem to put all the blame on me whenever things go wrong. i may be blur. may be stupid. but, i'm not stupid to the extend i don't even know what ive done wrong. he said you did call out to me that day. but you didn't call out to me the second time. i was so afraid of you i didn't even dare to look to your direction. all i could do was pretend you weren't there. you don't know how i feel. no wonder its said that females are more emotional compared to males.
is this the reason why you asked about how am i?
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8:35 AM
Yours truly.
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